four o' clock.

Apr 21, 2007 04:59


yes i know its 4:26 am but i am up and probably will be for another good 20 minutes so i thought id take advantage and update my neglected livejournal.

-promoted to store assistant manager (woah! YAY!)
-started working out/being healthy again and ive lost several pounds already and they keep coming off, amazing!
-being with nick for a year and five months
-taking my brother to see Daft Punk this summer
-loving my car aka "chulo" we've started to bond a lot lately. i did accidentally scratch him though when i was parking. :(
-hair is getting long, and i intend to have it that way.

ive changed so much in the past 2 years...i remember i was at a bad point right before i met nick. my emotions were fucked. i had slept with a ton of people out of no where...granted they were all hot because im just lucky like that but still! hahahaha. and i had no job, i wasnt in school and i had no license. well i have a job now and its awesome. i was taking classes but due to my ever evolving and changing preferences i keep withdrawing but i know now exactly what im doing school wise so im headed back asap and cant wait! and well duh i have my license now. aside from all of that just in general ive gained a new found independance and i love it.

i also honestly have a whole different outlook on love. some may say its a bit tad on the negative side but i shifted my perspective so it really isnt. essentially i just dont feel that aching need to have "someone". though i do cherish and love nick with all of my heart ive come to a point in my life where if we did happen to split i wouldnt be devastated the way i would have been in the past. this isnt saying that i dont love him its just saying that i dont lay much of my happiness, identity and importance on my relationships anymore.

well thats all for tonight i should go to bed now.

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