Jan 29, 2007 10:32
I'm staying at my parents house for a while. Hopefully all we need is time, but things aren't looking so great. I asked him this morning if he wanted to meet for lunch so that he could see the baby. He said "No, I'll wait until you come back home." I can't go back until I know its going to change and I need time. How much time? I just don't know. I can't stop crying, but I can't stay there when he gets scary like that.
I can't get scared like that ever again. It was horrible.
If I didn't have my baby I would feel like its the end of the world. Thank goodness for Joseph; he's the only reason I get out of bed...