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On our car rides to tennis, Nicole told me about one of her friends who had a cheating boyfriend. His friends told her he was cheating, his mom even called her to tell her to get rid of him. She didn't listen to anyone, she just stayed with him. I could not understand how she could have such little respect for herself to just let him belittle her like that. I told nicole, if david ever cheats on me, he's out, when I said it I meant it, all the while never believing he could do that to me. When david kissed lacy, it was like I had already forgiven him, without even thinking about it. the thought of him kissing the biggest skankwhore on the planet was unbearable, and I didn't want to think about it, I only wanted to think about getting back together with him. Finally, on Sunday, david said he wanted a week, and then he wanted to get back together. Then more finally, I realized that he cheated, he's out.