I saw tail lights last night in a dream about my old life
So my Christmas break has officially come to an end, as I'm leaving to go back to Lennoxville tomorrow. Time went by way too fast, but at least I can be contented in knowing that I saw pretty much everyone I wanted to (except Pat) and was busy every day. The result of which means I am now heading back to school with a cold & cough, which really sucks. Got to see people I haven't seen in I don't even know how long, and do some things I haven't done since I was little (tubing!!), as well as some things that never get old (Cafe Campus). Now I'm on the verge of starting my last semester of university and I am scared shitless. First of all, I'm taking 6 courses instead of 5 just so I can take Graphic Novel with Gibbs. Two of the teachers I have to take (Malley and Morra) have both previously given me 60%s, and I need an overall average of 70% to get my honours. Which I don't think will really be a problem, but nevertheless I am still stressing. And then once semester is done - what next? A year off to do what? Decide if I'm going to do grad school, and if so, where? And in the meantime, I'll have to find a new job, as I can't go back to the BGC without a damn raise. But I need time off to go to Barbados in June for my cousin's wedding, so I don't know whether or not to just wait to start working in September or what. I really need to sit down and figure this all out so that I can stop worrying about it and trying to ignore it. Another issue that keeps coming to mind as well is that once I'm done this semester, I'll be moving back home. I fight enough with my parents when I'm home on break, I can't even begin to fathom how dreadful it will be to be living here all the time again. Such limited freedom. Such a bad location (I HATE the West Island). And I in no way have enough money to move out yet. So many things to think about in the next few months...
(I also need to make a concerted effort to make some positive posts to counteract all the ranting and complaining I seem to do every time. I will work on this.)
(I also need to make a concerted effort to make some positive posts to counteract all the ranting and complaining I seem to do every time. I will work on this.)