"There's a fine fine line..."
My Horoscope's for today and tomorrow:
June 7, 2006
You could be disturbed by a powerful current that you sense is present between you and another person with whom you have already decided it may be best to keep at a distance. The current astral environment may mean that fate intervenes, and as much as you would prefer not to lose control and fall in love - you may not be able to help it.
June 8, 2006
There is no room for any vague thoughts or emotions as far as your love life is concerned. The planetaryy energy implies that someone close to you is not prepared to sit on the fence anymore. If you have been worried about exposing your real emotions for fear of rejection, then it is time to face them and say what is in your heart.
I don't normally pay all that much attention to this stuff...its fun to think about mostly...but between that and the tarot reading that Crys gave me being pretty damn acurate...it just shows i need to do something about this guy situation and fast...because try as i might I just can't go and turn off how I feel. I need to do this and its now or never...I'm just so scared...not sure if my heart can take being rejected again.
My summer has been the best summer of my life so far...Summer of 2005 was awesome and I miss it dearly but it was also filled with its own downfalls...I've had my sushi time with Kay, (which is ALWAYS fun!), working with two theatres companies on awesome projects, and spending a lot of time Crys, Kay, Nate, Johnny, Travis, and Skippy! I just wish we had cameras...the boys do but they never bring them....grrrrrrr! The rain has been great on my social life but rough on my wallet...so I'm looking for another job.
This weekend was awesome! Had the last weekend of Playboy of the Western World. It was such a great experience and I will most likely be doing work with them in the future. The park rained out on Saturday so on an impulse...Kay and I went up to Waldoboro to pick up Travis and bring him back to Portland to play. Had an awesome time all weekend...Saturday we hung out at Crys' and just had a good time hanging out. Sunday night we were all chillin at the Speckmans when Travis picked me up to throw me on the couch...needless to say I totally missed the couch and landed on my back...hehehe...I'm FINE Travis...it was probably my fault for squirming...hehehe.
I miss people...there are many people that are good friends that I dont see enough of. I'm also trying to fix some old relationships of mine...hopefully they can take whatever stick they have shoved up their asses and get over the petty shit that made them stop talking to me in the first place...shit happens...people say stuff that they don't mean...do things they dont mean...but I dont understand how some people can be the best of friends one minute and completely disown them the next...and leave us all in the dark saying, "Alright...What the Fuck Just Happened?!!!!!" A little advice for everyone...dont let petty shit destroy your friendships...people make mistakes so just build yourselves a bridge and get the fuck over it! Cause you're hurting other people when you do this...not just the one your seem hell bent on trying to hurt...think with your brains for a change and not your dick...hehehe....(sorry...99.9% of this is directed at a guy...but the advice can apply to anyone in this situation) Shit like this can 99.9% of the time be worked out so you can at least be civil with the other person...because believe me...you just dont understand what these people mean to you...until they're suddenly not there anymore. I'm a good person who believes in second chances...I can't hate anybody...I always put others happiness in front of my own. I love my family...you dont mess with them. If you hurt one of my friends...you just dont mess with my friends...because then there's hell to pay because I would do anything for them...If they were in jail...I'd be posting bail (if I wasn't already in jail with them...hehehe)...I'd take a bullet for them...because I beleive that strongly in this.
ok...getting down off my soapbox now..
Just had my wisdom teeth out today...I'm on pain killers which are working great! hehehe. I should be off them in the next day or so. Its seems pain meds not only make me drowsy...but they also seem to make me noble as well.
ok ok ok Feather is so done for the night
June 7, 2006
You could be disturbed by a powerful current that you sense is present between you and another person with whom you have already decided it may be best to keep at a distance. The current astral environment may mean that fate intervenes, and as much as you would prefer not to lose control and fall in love - you may not be able to help it.
June 8, 2006
There is no room for any vague thoughts or emotions as far as your love life is concerned. The planetaryy energy implies that someone close to you is not prepared to sit on the fence anymore. If you have been worried about exposing your real emotions for fear of rejection, then it is time to face them and say what is in your heart.
I don't normally pay all that much attention to this stuff...its fun to think about mostly...but between that and the tarot reading that Crys gave me being pretty damn acurate...it just shows i need to do something about this guy situation and fast...because try as i might I just can't go and turn off how I feel. I need to do this and its now or never...I'm just so scared...not sure if my heart can take being rejected again.
My summer has been the best summer of my life so far...Summer of 2005 was awesome and I miss it dearly but it was also filled with its own downfalls...I've had my sushi time with Kay, (which is ALWAYS fun!), working with two theatres companies on awesome projects, and spending a lot of time Crys, Kay, Nate, Johnny, Travis, and Skippy! I just wish we had cameras...the boys do but they never bring them....grrrrrrr! The rain has been great on my social life but rough on my wallet...so I'm looking for another job.
This weekend was awesome! Had the last weekend of Playboy of the Western World. It was such a great experience and I will most likely be doing work with them in the future. The park rained out on Saturday so on an impulse...Kay and I went up to Waldoboro to pick up Travis and bring him back to Portland to play. Had an awesome time all weekend...Saturday we hung out at Crys' and just had a good time hanging out. Sunday night we were all chillin at the Speckmans when Travis picked me up to throw me on the couch...needless to say I totally missed the couch and landed on my back...hehehe...I'm FINE Travis...it was probably my fault for squirming...hehehe.
I miss people...there are many people that are good friends that I dont see enough of. I'm also trying to fix some old relationships of mine...hopefully they can take whatever stick they have shoved up their asses and get over the petty shit that made them stop talking to me in the first place...shit happens...people say stuff that they don't mean...do things they dont mean...but I dont understand how some people can be the best of friends one minute and completely disown them the next...and leave us all in the dark saying, "Alright...What the Fuck Just Happened?!!!!!" A little advice for everyone...dont let petty shit destroy your friendships...people make mistakes so just build yourselves a bridge and get the fuck over it! Cause you're hurting other people when you do this...not just the one your seem hell bent on trying to hurt...think with your brains for a change and not your dick...hehehe....(sorry...99.9% of this is directed at a guy...but the advice can apply to anyone in this situation) Shit like this can 99.9% of the time be worked out so you can at least be civil with the other person...because believe me...you just dont understand what these people mean to you...until they're suddenly not there anymore. I'm a good person who believes in second chances...I can't hate anybody...I always put others happiness in front of my own. I love my family...you dont mess with them. If you hurt one of my friends...you just dont mess with my friends...because then there's hell to pay because I would do anything for them...If they were in jail...I'd be posting bail (if I wasn't already in jail with them...hehehe)...I'd take a bullet for them...because I beleive that strongly in this.
ok...getting down off my soapbox now..
Just had my wisdom teeth out today...I'm on pain killers which are working great! hehehe. I should be off them in the next day or so. Its seems pain meds not only make me drowsy...but they also seem to make me noble as well.
ok ok ok Feather is so done for the night