why am i updating so much?

Apr 19, 2006 23:10

Don't bother reading this if you are just some lurk. cause its rather boring and weakly sentimental.

I'm realizing that this is the first moment that will mark the end of what adults claim to be the best time of our lives. don't you like how i used adults there...as if i'm not about to jump into that world myself. the first wave of graduates.

there are so many of use who are leaving, who i won't just see around to grab a cup of coffee or stole to class with. its a little sad that in ten years these little aqquaintances will be nothing to me and I will be nothing to them

maybe in 5 years i will be nothing to the people i love the most.

i just want everyone to know, i guess, that it won't stop, whether we are silent, have argued, or still sit around my kitchen island. i have so much love...so much that sometimes it really scares me...because i know how much it hurts in the end..but particularly to those who truly were part of all of this...it will never stop. I don't think i really know how NOT to...and i'm ok with that.

heart.
Kristin
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