whew!
My mom won tickets to the Immakolee raceway so I wanted to go. Naturally, I asked Rhett first but he decided he wanted to be cheap. He didn't think his truck could make it all the way out there, even though he drives to and from Punta Gorda every day with it... and he didn't have enough money, even though the tickets were free and food and drinks would be maybe $10... so I skipped him and asked Jen and Darrel if they wanted to go and they were packing so they said no, too. I didn't really think Kenny would say yes but I decided to ask him anyway. And he said it sounded like fun so that was pretty cool. Picked me up about 830ish... kept asking if I was sure I wanted to go... and I kinda did but I kept asking him if there was anything else he'd rather do and he said no... but before we went anywhere he wanted to put air in his tire and get gas so we did that first and once he got back in the car he confessed he didn't really like races but if I wanted to go, then he would do whatever I wanted and I wasn't going to make him drive all the way out there if he wasn't going to enjoy himself too because that's just stupid. He stopped off at his house and filled up his tire, I got to see Pandora and Lexie which was awesome. I haven't seen either of them in forever, got to see his mom and kinda meet his step dad... and then once we got back in the car we decided to go check out the movies and see what was playing. Decided to see Zack and Miri... it was... very odd because I didn't realize there was so much sex in this movie, but it was extremely hilarious and I loved it anyway. After that we had a small joy ride trying to find some place that was open in the Cape at 1130 at night to eat at... ended up going to Perkins... which was absolutely horrible. But it did give us another couple of hours to really talk and catch up, and we ended up staying out til 130 lol. Even being sick, I still had the best time with him. If it's possible, he's gotten even more gorgeous. But I love talking to him too because there's so much to learn about him, and he's such an easy talker and he's so easy to talk to. Very distracting but still... it's so nice to talk to him. Sadly, he's joining the tour crew for Footloose in December and he'll be on the road for 6 months, and after that he's thinking about maybe going on another 6 month tour and then after that... he wants to just... disappear. I told him he wasn't allowed to do that because I'd get very upset but obviously nothing holds this guy back, he's made it very clear he's not looking for serious and he's not into flings either. He likes to date but he keeps it at that. It's a waste and a shame because he could make some poor girl very happy. He's friggin prince charming for God's sake! He's got the looks, the manners, the charm, the humor, the morals and values... the only thing he does lack is a lot of ambition. He does just what he needs, but no more. But I cannot talk because I only just went back to school and already had to drop a class because I was failing it and if I don't pass it next semester, I'll drop out again, lol. I can't say a thing about that. And he doesn't like cats. I don't even think it's so much that he doesn't like them, I just think he's so allergic he never had a chance to grow to love them. I think he could if he wanted to but he's highly allergic. Obviously not a prime candidate for me but hey, if I can keep him as a buddy and hang out sometimes, that's all I ask. I'm pretty damn lonely and that's not something I can help, even if I'm not looking for serious either. Rhett will have to do for now, even though he annoys the hell out of me most of the time. He's sweet in his own way too, he just doesn't get that the more he pushes, the more steps away from him I take. But that's a whole nother thing entirely.
I had a great time and I'm hoping to take him out right around his birthday at the end of the month. That would be pretty cool. I'll wait about a week or so and give him a call, I'm sure he'll have plans with his buddies and family too of course. But I'm going to try to see him as much as possible before he goes. And I'll see Rhett the rest of the time, because he wont leave me alone otherwise, lol.
I'm sick now though, in the losing voice part of it. Started Thursday with the throat hurting and by Friday morning I was in no shape for work so I had to take the whole day off but I had to work a double on Saturday. Went straight from Viscaya to EVC again and ended up working 11 hours before my date. It was weird because normally I'm super tired after a day like that, and maybe it was the adrenaline, but even after midnight, I still wasn't tired with him. And after I got home, I literally laid in bed wide awake until about 3... and I was up at 8 and couldn't go back to sleep after that. He just had me so... pumped I guess. Ugh. Still fun though. Can't wait to see him again, obviously. I'm such a dummy, lol. Oh well, what'd I say in the last entry? Pathetic and at least I know it.
Went down to the barn today as usual... and one of my pigs was acting really out of it. I don't know what's wrong with him but I'm really worried. He's lethargic, he did eat his dinner but he wouldn't drink anything and usually he and BB run from the food bowl to the water bowl together. It's really cute, they run back and forth every few bites completely in sync with each other and today Cesar just didn't want to drink. He would just stand there looking almost in pain, kinda hunched. I was thinking maybe he was bound up... I tried feeding him some bran, they LOVE the horse's bran but he wouldn't have any of it. And he kept pulling the hay over to one corner, making a nest and then just standing in it like it hurt too much to lie down, and once he finally managed to lie down, he wouldn't want to get back up. I walked right over to him, he didn't even so much as pick his head up or even make noise, and he let me pet him and try to feed him, didn't move an inch and that is VERY unlike him. They are pretty used to us by now but they're not that comfortable with us that we can walk directly up to them without them running away first. I'm so worried he's seriously sick and I have no idea wtf could be wrong with him. Joe, our tenant, will call with an update in the morning and if he's still not okay then we'll bring him into work for one of the drs to look at. I really hope it's nothing big and he was just having and off night.
Alright, 7 comes pretty soon so time for bed. I'm out.
PS - Twilight comes out in 12 days! YES!
I had a great time and I'm hoping to take him out right around his birthday at the end of the month. That would be pretty cool. I'll wait about a week or so and give him a call, I'm sure he'll have plans with his buddies and family too of course. But I'm going to try to see him as much as possible before he goes. And I'll see Rhett the rest of the time, because he wont leave me alone otherwise, lol.
I'm sick now though, in the losing voice part of it. Started Thursday with the throat hurting and by Friday morning I was in no shape for work so I had to take the whole day off but I had to work a double on Saturday. Went straight from Viscaya to EVC again and ended up working 11 hours before my date. It was weird because normally I'm super tired after a day like that, and maybe it was the adrenaline, but even after midnight, I still wasn't tired with him. And after I got home, I literally laid in bed wide awake until about 3... and I was up at 8 and couldn't go back to sleep after that. He just had me so... pumped I guess. Ugh. Still fun though. Can't wait to see him again, obviously. I'm such a dummy, lol. Oh well, what'd I say in the last entry? Pathetic and at least I know it.
Went down to the barn today as usual... and one of my pigs was acting really out of it. I don't know what's wrong with him but I'm really worried. He's lethargic, he did eat his dinner but he wouldn't drink anything and usually he and BB run from the food bowl to the water bowl together. It's really cute, they run back and forth every few bites completely in sync with each other and today Cesar just didn't want to drink. He would just stand there looking almost in pain, kinda hunched. I was thinking maybe he was bound up... I tried feeding him some bran, they LOVE the horse's bran but he wouldn't have any of it. And he kept pulling the hay over to one corner, making a nest and then just standing in it like it hurt too much to lie down, and once he finally managed to lie down, he wouldn't want to get back up. I walked right over to him, he didn't even so much as pick his head up or even make noise, and he let me pet him and try to feed him, didn't move an inch and that is VERY unlike him. They are pretty used to us by now but they're not that comfortable with us that we can walk directly up to them without them running away first. I'm so worried he's seriously sick and I have no idea wtf could be wrong with him. Joe, our tenant, will call with an update in the morning and if he's still not okay then we'll bring him into work for one of the drs to look at. I really hope it's nothing big and he was just having and off night.
Alright, 7 comes pretty soon so time for bed. I'm out.
PS - Twilight comes out in 12 days! YES!