Time Flies....
This friday I'll have already finished my first semester at full sail. Wow Crazy. Seriously.
I've been thinking a lot about high school. For the most part, yah, I really only tormented those who deserved it. I've always wanted to be that person. The one who sticks up for the underdog, the one who will put the wicked in their place. But in all of this trying to accomplish it, did I become the wicked one. Was I the one who was to harsh, too crazy, too intense???
There are a lot of people I wronged in my time. And i feel a great deal of remorse for it. As I think all people do. I never meant to.
I was made fun of a lot during my middle school years. Don't really recall why, but I was made fun of nevertheless. Because of this I really decided to keep to myself. I didn't have really any friends going into high school. Like almost none. The few I can recall were Cory Barkiewicz and James St. John. Maybe a few others. I don't really recall. But then, I tried out for my first play. I remember it well, because the only reason I did, was because of a girl. So, I improv'd something of the top of my head. Something based on a doctor who always forgot who what when and all that good stuff. Anywho, long story short, i started in with the whole drama thing. That lead to me dating Jordan. And I became friends with all of those crazy drama kids. At the same time however, unknown to me, I had already started planting seeds of friendships with people like Brad and Trevor and some others. So as I was progressing in my drama career, I was also becoming better friends with these people. And Jordan dumped me (a long time ago as ALL of us know) which made a HUGE impact on me. Mostly because I still followed her around and basically was her bitch until really the beginning of this year, when I got fed up of being used and decided it was time to give up. (Pathetic, I know) But all the while, my true friends stayed with me.
My true friends. How i miss them.
I'm sorry for the EXTREME length of this. It's just....
The one year anniversary of Aimee's death, is fast approaching.
And it's really got me thinking about my choices in life, and what I've done, What I should've done, and what I still can do.
I'm sorry to all the people i've hurt wrongfully.
To my friends. I miss all of you. I don't have to mention all of your names. You know who you are.
Until Next Time...
Monroe Out!
"No ones future is set in stone"
-Doc Brown "Back To The Future"
I've been thinking a lot about high school. For the most part, yah, I really only tormented those who deserved it. I've always wanted to be that person. The one who sticks up for the underdog, the one who will put the wicked in their place. But in all of this trying to accomplish it, did I become the wicked one. Was I the one who was to harsh, too crazy, too intense???
There are a lot of people I wronged in my time. And i feel a great deal of remorse for it. As I think all people do. I never meant to.
I was made fun of a lot during my middle school years. Don't really recall why, but I was made fun of nevertheless. Because of this I really decided to keep to myself. I didn't have really any friends going into high school. Like almost none. The few I can recall were Cory Barkiewicz and James St. John. Maybe a few others. I don't really recall. But then, I tried out for my first play. I remember it well, because the only reason I did, was because of a girl. So, I improv'd something of the top of my head. Something based on a doctor who always forgot who what when and all that good stuff. Anywho, long story short, i started in with the whole drama thing. That lead to me dating Jordan. And I became friends with all of those crazy drama kids. At the same time however, unknown to me, I had already started planting seeds of friendships with people like Brad and Trevor and some others. So as I was progressing in my drama career, I was also becoming better friends with these people. And Jordan dumped me (a long time ago as ALL of us know) which made a HUGE impact on me. Mostly because I still followed her around and basically was her bitch until really the beginning of this year, when I got fed up of being used and decided it was time to give up. (Pathetic, I know) But all the while, my true friends stayed with me.
My true friends. How i miss them.
I'm sorry for the EXTREME length of this. It's just....
The one year anniversary of Aimee's death, is fast approaching.
And it's really got me thinking about my choices in life, and what I've done, What I should've done, and what I still can do.
I'm sorry to all the people i've hurt wrongfully.
To my friends. I miss all of you. I don't have to mention all of your names. You know who you are.
Until Next Time...
Monroe Out!
"No ones future is set in stone"
-Doc Brown "Back To The Future"