I'm a child, again
To go in a different direction than a lot of people I see getting stressed out over finals. Maybe it's because I'm only taking 4 real finals.
"I forget the difference between being in love and being familiar with something I hope I'm above."
-Chris Thile - Ready for Anything
It's true. When I look back at relationships, as I've been doing lately, I seem to have forgotten what the point of being in one is other than enjoying each other's company and learning about the other person. But I could do that with my friends as well. Would it be the physical aspect? It can't be becasue I have that with my "friends with benefits." I've confused love with crushes for so long that it is no wonder how I fall for people so easily. This time around I'm forcing myself to not do anything with the girl and to just be chill and be friends. For me, when I meet someone new, and they are a girl that I find physically attractive, I subconciously force myself to see things that we have in common because of that first attraction and I hope that there's something more.
But then again, I everyone goes into a relationship for their own thing. I definitely like the physical aspect of it, just if the relationship is based on that, it's not worth it. Yeah, I move fast. Yeah, I've been called a "downlow-ho," if you can figure that one out. But this is high school, have fun, don't get dramatic, live.
I try.
Swimming is draining me, especially today. But tomorrow's morning practice should be somewhat easy, what with it being a short version of running. It'll probably be 45 mins straight, then a few laps of sprints around the pool (I'm hoping only 5), and finally our push-ups/crunches/isolated crunches.
I love every minute of it.
There's that word again, and here's me ending another pointless entry that I still felt the need to express.
"I forget the difference between being in love and being familiar with something I hope I'm above."
-Chris Thile - Ready for Anything
It's true. When I look back at relationships, as I've been doing lately, I seem to have forgotten what the point of being in one is other than enjoying each other's company and learning about the other person. But I could do that with my friends as well. Would it be the physical aspect? It can't be becasue I have that with my "friends with benefits." I've confused love with crushes for so long that it is no wonder how I fall for people so easily. This time around I'm forcing myself to not do anything with the girl and to just be chill and be friends. For me, when I meet someone new, and they are a girl that I find physically attractive, I subconciously force myself to see things that we have in common because of that first attraction and I hope that there's something more.
But then again, I everyone goes into a relationship for their own thing. I definitely like the physical aspect of it, just if the relationship is based on that, it's not worth it. Yeah, I move fast. Yeah, I've been called a "downlow-ho," if you can figure that one out. But this is high school, have fun, don't get dramatic, live.
I try.
Swimming is draining me, especially today. But tomorrow's morning practice should be somewhat easy, what with it being a short version of running. It'll probably be 45 mins straight, then a few laps of sprints around the pool (I'm hoping only 5), and finally our push-ups/crunches/isolated crunches.
I love every minute of it.
There's that word again, and here's me ending another pointless entry that I still felt the need to express.