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hopefully last thing said to people i never want to speak to again:
none of u know how much u hurt me. at all, i promse. im fed up with all of u and all uv done is make me closer to justin, allyson, brandy, paul, and andria. in all reality uv done all of us a favor. albert kept telling me last night that the mature thing for me to do would be to go up to all of u and just say that i was sorry. i fully disagree with that 1) im a freshman and it would be really sad if i was more mature than a bunch of sophmores 2) it was a mature thing of me to find that extra little piece of me that knew i should keep it all inside because if i didnt nothing good would come out of it everytime i got so mad i wanted to explode 3) i dont think i did anything wrong. if anyone knows what ive done wrong please tell me because i honestly have no clue.
i thought i was being mature when i called corinne the saturday after it happened. i called her so that we could set things straight, so that we could all forget about ti and move on. i knew that if i didnt i would regret it and it would come back to haunt me in the end. sometimes life just ends up this way i guess. i did the mature thing and it still came back to haunt me.
the only thing that ive lost from my life is a bunch of liars that no one needs anyway. i have never lied to any of u about anything. and if i did, i always had the guts to come back and tell u the truth. im sorry that none of u have the self esteem to come and tell any of us your side of the story. the only one that has told me anything is adrain. there is always more than 2 sides to every story and i know mine and adrains. u all are self-depricating. im sorry that i see u as having absolutly no importance to me.
none of u know how much u hurt me. at all, i promse. im fed up with all of u and all uv done is make me closer to justin, allyson, brandy, paul, and andria. in all reality uv done all of us a favor. albert kept telling me last night that the mature thing for me to do would be to go up to all of u and just say that i was sorry. i fully disagree with that 1) im a freshman and it would be really sad if i was more mature than a bunch of sophmores 2) it was a mature thing of me to find that extra little piece of me that knew i should keep it all inside because if i didnt nothing good would come out of it everytime i got so mad i wanted to explode 3) i dont think i did anything wrong. if anyone knows what ive done wrong please tell me because i honestly have no clue.
i thought i was being mature when i called corinne the saturday after it happened. i called her so that we could set things straight, so that we could all forget about ti and move on. i knew that if i didnt i would regret it and it would come back to haunt me in the end. sometimes life just ends up this way i guess. i did the mature thing and it still came back to haunt me.
the only thing that ive lost from my life is a bunch of liars that no one needs anyway. i have never lied to any of u about anything. and if i did, i always had the guts to come back and tell u the truth. im sorry that none of u have the self esteem to come and tell any of us your side of the story. the only one that has told me anything is adrain. there is always more than 2 sides to every story and i know mine and adrains. u all are self-depricating. im sorry that i see u as having absolutly no importance to me.