Ebb & Flow
Dressed up in a new blouse (felt nice) and went out to buy baubles at the craft store and decided last minute to go out to dinner. Bought a couple journals. One for poetry. One for whatever, I shall see. Maybe will end up a gift, my daughter comes to mind. Had a mediocre time. Good food though. Home again, sipping my bulletproof coffee and listening to music. Sorting through my crafts. Setting tentative plans to see my son and his gf tomorrow or Tuesday. All good stuff. I know I’m blessed. Feeling good.
Then suddenly didn’t.
Hit like a brick.
Sometimes I just don’t understand. I need a filter or something. Something to feel things less, perhaps.