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boot camp in a month and 3 days....
this month is going to go by sooooo slow...
its gunna be worse then when i was waiting to turn 21
just an update
me... single :(
me and jena... bff! :)
me and drugs... no more :)
me and drinking... when i have the money ;)
me and women... non existent :/
me and men... ha! tricked you :D
me and mom... wow... not gunna go there
me and dad... eh... not much there either
me and bro... have fun all the time... he goes to pt with me
me and friends... the ones i have are great but far away... im working on ones close to home
me... taking things day by day
i have good days and bad days...
i hope to get though the bad days knowing theres more good to follow
Jena helps, we talk about everything on our minds... im so glad she's still in my life
Jena... when you read this... bear with me :)
you mean so much to me... i know you know this but i feel like i need to remind you sometimes you brighten my day when you call, and you help me pass the time just chatting with me online, i love to hear of new occurrences, and such... i love to give you advice and get advice from you... i feel like the more time passes the more we get back what we had before i fucked it up... before all the bullshit... i was so afraid i had lost that forever... now i know when i leave for boot camp, ill have at least one pen pal ;) lol cus you will sooooo write back ha! ok now that im done writting to you in my lj *der der*
im going to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep
love you miss you all! (all 2 of you who read my lj)
Sara
this month is going to go by sooooo slow...
its gunna be worse then when i was waiting to turn 21
just an update
me... single :(
me and jena... bff! :)
me and drugs... no more :)
me and drinking... when i have the money ;)
me and women... non existent :/
me and men... ha! tricked you :D
me and mom... wow... not gunna go there
me and dad... eh... not much there either
me and bro... have fun all the time... he goes to pt with me
me and friends... the ones i have are great but far away... im working on ones close to home
me... taking things day by day
i have good days and bad days...
i hope to get though the bad days knowing theres more good to follow
Jena helps, we talk about everything on our minds... im so glad she's still in my life
Jena... when you read this... bear with me :)
you mean so much to me... i know you know this but i feel like i need to remind you sometimes you brighten my day when you call, and you help me pass the time just chatting with me online, i love to hear of new occurrences, and such... i love to give you advice and get advice from you... i feel like the more time passes the more we get back what we had before i fucked it up... before all the bullshit... i was so afraid i had lost that forever... now i know when i leave for boot camp, ill have at least one pen pal ;) lol cus you will sooooo write back ha! ok now that im done writting to you in my lj *der der*
im going to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep
love you miss you all! (all 2 of you who read my lj)
Sara