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My grandma has throat cancer. My mom is on the verge of a mental break down and my dad called me up saying he was gonna kill himself because i forgot to calll him on his birthday...COOL!!!!! ah, so as you can tell life is just as fucked up as usual my mom isnt really that bad she doing better but when we moved out of the old house into the new apartment she had to start getting used to living without her boyfriend they r still 2gether but they dont live together ne more i can imagine after 8 years of sleeping in the same bed with some1 sleeping alone could be pretty well lonely lol. My dad well my dad is back at the psychological mind games as usual i honestly forgot his birthday I didnt do it on purpose but im glad he thought i did, delusions of grandure, i wouldnt have dared to something that mean, he gives me more credit than i deserve!!! Cheers pops!!! My grandmother however is going to die and it makes me really sad but also relieved in a way becuase she hasnt been herself for about a year and a half and shes been suffering so its better that it finishes i guess! Is that cruel?? Anywho college is hard as hell but fun i read a fucking amazing play that will change your life if you read it, its called 'Look Back in Anger' by John Osbourne its fuckin good read it, Rachel especially and Scar-Dawg my old reading buddies. Miss you guys i swear im trying to get a phone card, we are flat broke poor we didnt ave enough money to buy milk yesterday ahahaha but we will soon its cuz we spent alota money on the move, but i get payed soon and my mum gets payed at the end of the month. I have been writing so much i wrote a whole one act play last week its really intense writing songs for the band and junk its awesome we have our first gig soon at a club called 'the Park' its awesome this guy whos on graphic design here at college desingned our poster I'll poster on here soon and pics too!!! Scarlett, Rachel, TAM!!!, Klett, Barker, Brian, Ray, Davey I miss you fools like crazy and im coming over on the 18th all you fools should come meet me at the airport and we'll go see a movie or something and catchup i fucking love all you guys Rachel godamnit i NEED TO HAVE A FUCKING CONVERSATION WITH YOU!!!!!! Phone card is next on the agenda i swear love you and miss you xrob
btw im only updating in the college library i still dont have internet at the apartment argth xxrob