Apr 08, 2005 21:22
so it's a friday nite, and im
sitting home. and the wierd part is, im not really upset about it. i
mean the reason im sitting home is b/c i have the act's tomrrow and i
just really wanna like rest up and try and do good on them soo, i
figured id play it chill tonite. i d/k it's weird, im usualy out and
about. w/e. change is good. i hitnk someones at my door or
something.wierd.
something good is going to happen soon, i know it. i just hate waiting. im ready i think, im ready for it to happen.
it is utterly impossible to
keep my room clean for like more than 3 dys or esomthing. like the
clothes just pile up. and at nite, i just get lazy and too tired to
clean them up, so i say k, ill do it tomorrow, but the next day is
always the same. maybe tonite...hahah yah rite. i thikn i wanna like go
over some stuff for these tomorrow. i just really wanna do well. i know
they arent quite as impt as the sat's, but if i do well on this, i
think ill feel a little bit better. im feeling somewhat confident. like
i said, something good is going to happen, b/c something has go to
give. all i really need is a little bit. really.
tonite will be a good thing
b/c im totally tired. not of anything inparticular, just tired, worn
out. if i wasnt in a bitch mood from my rents, it'd be 200% better. but
im snaping out of it.
k im gonna go review.
*do wish me luck =)
_A