Hook line and sinker....
Boy I haven't written in here in like forever. Got a free minute waiting for Megs to get here figured I'd get out a few things running around in my head. Me and Skettie got in a dispute last week. I wouldn't even really say that but he said some things to really hurt me. I know he didn't mean to cause that's just the way he is but it's whatever now. Megan's here now so I'll finish later.....
Ok it's later. So what happened was I was suposed to go out with this guy last Thursday that I've been talking to for a while. I think we were gonna go to the Blue Martini or something, I dunno. Anyhow, I got the feeling that he wasn't gonna call or wasn't gonna show up or whatever so I didn't even bother getting out of my work clothes. So exactly like I thought no call no show and I was kinda like whatever about it at first. I was tired anyway and wanted to watch friends and go to bed early. Then Ed 2 ways me at like 7:30-8:00 and is like "did you go out" and kidding arround I said "yeah and I'm back already". He goes "went that well huh?" So I told him that I never ended up going and didn't get out of my work clothes. He goes "you got dicked! HA-HA!!!" Like it's the funniest fucking thing in the world right. So then that got me upset and started thinking that something was wrong with me and all that stuff. Then of course that brings me to tears thinking I'm not good enough for anyone and I'm a stupid asshole and got so pissed off I took a bunch of pills and went for a ride. Then durring my ride my dumb ass decides to take 413 forgetting there's a detour. I get lost going arround the corner from my house practicly ok. So here I go following the guy in front of me cause I just assume he's going the way I want to go. Then I end up somewhere in Philly and I'm like SHIT. Eventually I found the Boulevard and found my way home. So I tell Ed about my ride the next day and how I got lost in an email. He writes back, "so you went to Philly to go look for him, good job." Ok now I don't know how you would take it but I took that shit as an insult that I went crazy to go hunt this guy down for dicking me. Like seriously, what kind of shit is that? I'm like "do I look like a stupid asshole to you? Is my name Sharon? No I don't go hunting down men that don't want to be with me." So that's how that all started. But then I called Jamie later after work and she made it all better. I got toasty that night too and then I was a lot better, lol.
Had a pretty cool weekend. Got in a fight with Fred about Steven's insurance card. He can kiss my ass on that one. He's not getting that card.....FUCKER! Hahaha Sunday sat in the emergency room cause I thought Steven broke his foot. That was a fun activity. Come to find out nigger Fred won't buy him new shoes and the lump and bruise on his foot are from wearing shoes that are too tight. Asswipe... Then I got fucker Rob Hollingsworth over here trying to get back with me. Do I look like a revolving door? No, I do not. You fuck up once that shit is on you. I let you fuck up again and that shit is on me. And that shit my friend is just not happening. You feel me? I told him he should of taken a picture cause it lasts longer. Fuck off Bubba!!! Then Sunday I talk to Robbie. He thinks he can turn me into a freak. I don't know what he's thinking cause I'm not the same Kelly as I was 6-7 years ago. That was back in my pimpin days. But the thing is, is his idea of turning me into a freak is shoving things up my ass. That's another one of those things that just isn't happening. He's trying to tell me that if I didn't like it it was because someone didn't do it right. Ummm, no. That's not it. Anything that goes in there just isn't right. There is no right way. There is no wrong way. There is just no fucking way anything is going in my ass. Just gonna have to find somewhere else to stick it. Hehehehe We're suposed to go chill on the boat tomorrow. We'll see..... Yesterday I ran into my Christoper at Wawa. That made me really happy! That's my boo right there. Hands down no questions asked. My world stops for him. We started talking and he asked if he could stop by later. Fucking right! So me and Megan haul ass to Giant cause I was on my way to go food shopping. I hurry up and get that done. Put everthing away, gave Steven a bath, put him to bed then freshened up all before he got there. He pulls up in this slammin Lexus and I'm like duh, duh, duh, duh - duh, duh, duh, duh, duh, duh DAMN! He's always had nice cars but whoa, haha! So we were chillin watching batman (shut up, lol). Then it was like 11:30 and he was gonna bounce cause he had work the next day. We went outside to smoke and say goodbye. So we're bullshitting or whatever and whenever one of us leaves we alway give each other a hug and a kiss goodbye. Well....let me tell you, hahaha. I don't think this kiss could have been more perfect. We kissed, looked at each other, kissed again, looked at each other again then we both like dove into that shit. Awwwwe sookie sookie now!!! Yo, 6 fucking years dood. 6 fucking years I've been waiting for that shit. Am I patient or what, hahaha. I was suposed to call him tonight but I didn't. I don't know why. I'm retarted. I just hope Megan's not right about this one. It better not be all about the chase. Chris has been my baby for too long and if I fucked it up by letting that happen then I don't know what. He ended up not leaving till 2. :o)
So there is my story. I'm sure it's long enough to make up for lost time. Goodnight......
Ok it's later. So what happened was I was suposed to go out with this guy last Thursday that I've been talking to for a while. I think we were gonna go to the Blue Martini or something, I dunno. Anyhow, I got the feeling that he wasn't gonna call or wasn't gonna show up or whatever so I didn't even bother getting out of my work clothes. So exactly like I thought no call no show and I was kinda like whatever about it at first. I was tired anyway and wanted to watch friends and go to bed early. Then Ed 2 ways me at like 7:30-8:00 and is like "did you go out" and kidding arround I said "yeah and I'm back already". He goes "went that well huh?" So I told him that I never ended up going and didn't get out of my work clothes. He goes "you got dicked! HA-HA!!!" Like it's the funniest fucking thing in the world right. So then that got me upset and started thinking that something was wrong with me and all that stuff. Then of course that brings me to tears thinking I'm not good enough for anyone and I'm a stupid asshole and got so pissed off I took a bunch of pills and went for a ride. Then durring my ride my dumb ass decides to take 413 forgetting there's a detour. I get lost going arround the corner from my house practicly ok. So here I go following the guy in front of me cause I just assume he's going the way I want to go. Then I end up somewhere in Philly and I'm like SHIT. Eventually I found the Boulevard and found my way home. So I tell Ed about my ride the next day and how I got lost in an email. He writes back, "so you went to Philly to go look for him, good job." Ok now I don't know how you would take it but I took that shit as an insult that I went crazy to go hunt this guy down for dicking me. Like seriously, what kind of shit is that? I'm like "do I look like a stupid asshole to you? Is my name Sharon? No I don't go hunting down men that don't want to be with me." So that's how that all started. But then I called Jamie later after work and she made it all better. I got toasty that night too and then I was a lot better, lol.
Had a pretty cool weekend. Got in a fight with Fred about Steven's insurance card. He can kiss my ass on that one. He's not getting that card.....FUCKER! Hahaha Sunday sat in the emergency room cause I thought Steven broke his foot. That was a fun activity. Come to find out nigger Fred won't buy him new shoes and the lump and bruise on his foot are from wearing shoes that are too tight. Asswipe... Then I got fucker Rob Hollingsworth over here trying to get back with me. Do I look like a revolving door? No, I do not. You fuck up once that shit is on you. I let you fuck up again and that shit is on me. And that shit my friend is just not happening. You feel me? I told him he should of taken a picture cause it lasts longer. Fuck off Bubba!!! Then Sunday I talk to Robbie. He thinks he can turn me into a freak. I don't know what he's thinking cause I'm not the same Kelly as I was 6-7 years ago. That was back in my pimpin days. But the thing is, is his idea of turning me into a freak is shoving things up my ass. That's another one of those things that just isn't happening. He's trying to tell me that if I didn't like it it was because someone didn't do it right. Ummm, no. That's not it. Anything that goes in there just isn't right. There is no right way. There is no wrong way. There is just no fucking way anything is going in my ass. Just gonna have to find somewhere else to stick it. Hehehehe We're suposed to go chill on the boat tomorrow. We'll see..... Yesterday I ran into my Christoper at Wawa. That made me really happy! That's my boo right there. Hands down no questions asked. My world stops for him. We started talking and he asked if he could stop by later. Fucking right! So me and Megan haul ass to Giant cause I was on my way to go food shopping. I hurry up and get that done. Put everthing away, gave Steven a bath, put him to bed then freshened up all before he got there. He pulls up in this slammin Lexus and I'm like duh, duh, duh, duh - duh, duh, duh, duh, duh, duh DAMN! He's always had nice cars but whoa, haha! So we were chillin watching batman (shut up, lol). Then it was like 11:30 and he was gonna bounce cause he had work the next day. We went outside to smoke and say goodbye. So we're bullshitting or whatever and whenever one of us leaves we alway give each other a hug and a kiss goodbye. Well....let me tell you, hahaha. I don't think this kiss could have been more perfect. We kissed, looked at each other, kissed again, looked at each other again then we both like dove into that shit. Awwwwe sookie sookie now!!! Yo, 6 fucking years dood. 6 fucking years I've been waiting for that shit. Am I patient or what, hahaha. I was suposed to call him tonight but I didn't. I don't know why. I'm retarted. I just hope Megan's not right about this one. It better not be all about the chase. Chris has been my baby for too long and if I fucked it up by letting that happen then I don't know what. He ended up not leaving till 2. :o)
So there is my story. I'm sure it's long enough to make up for lost time. Goodnight......