Guys suck
I haven't written in here in a while but I'm agitated and I want the whole F-ing world to know that I'm agitated. Why do men think that just cause you have big boobs and a nice smile that they can talk to you any way they want? I mean even the ones who went to the best schools and make good money and own their own businesses still don't know how to talk to a lady. I'm a very open, honest and liberal person and I'll tell you anything you want to know but still there are certain things that I don't want to hear from you. Such as how massive your boner is right at that second from staring at me and that you can't stand up. Or that I have a really big chest and how it is firm and most girls with boobs that big keep them sloppy. Like what the fuck is that? I don't want to hear that. It's amazing how you can talk to someone forever then meet them and they're a totally different person then what you thought they were. I feel like I was cheated or lost a best friend or something. I invested so much time in talking to this guy and getting to know him and he was SO different then what he came off to be. Then he calls my sister and her boyfriend obnoxious. Hello, they are drunk and having fun. Who really cares? So uptight and perverted he was. I'm finally at a point where I'm ready to date new people and go out again and try new things. It took me almost 4 years to get over the crap fucker head put me threw and now I'm sick of it. This is so hard for me cause I want to go out and have fun but at the same time I need someone who would be good to have arround Steven. I mean he has a father but if I'm gonna get involved with someone the guy has to at least be someone Steven can look up to and someone who doesn't mind that I have a son. Most do mind but this is reality for me and I accept that and understand most guys don't want that. What ever...Then Steven's father calls me and lets the phone ring once. WTF! I have nothing to say to him. What does he want to appologise for strangling me? Who the hell knows with him. He's probably not getting any and he wants some from me. Not happening. Sorry but I had to get all this off my chest. Now it's back to work. Blah.......