A Sigh of Relief
So I just got back from dinner with Austie. It was fabulous of course. I think I'm going to go out with him tomorrow night. I need to go out and do something crazy. I haven't done anything like that in awhile. I guess the reason is because I'm feeling so relieved after finishing midterms. I got A's on all my midterms, but I feel like i just lucked out with easy teachers. I need to buckle down for next semester.
I am entering the business field. There is no point at being at a business school if you are not doing business. I am so confused right now as to what I want to do with my life. I feel as if each day the deadline is closing in on me, trapping me into something I don't want to do. And then of course there is work. I got off for Thanksgiving because I absolutely had to, but Christmas and New Year's are devoted to good 'ol Jekyll & Hyde. My father called me yesterday and was really sweet. He told me that to try and find out when I can get off so that we can do another Christmas. I'm glad he's being so understanding figuring he doesn't give me a CENT to help pay rent. He has to understand, unless he wants to pay my bills. It's kind of weird though, even if my parents offered to pay my bills, I wouldn't want them to. I'd feel too helpless. Oh well, when that worry comes about I'm sure it won't be as complicated as actually paying my own bills. Oh how i wish.....
I am entering the business field. There is no point at being at a business school if you are not doing business. I am so confused right now as to what I want to do with my life. I feel as if each day the deadline is closing in on me, trapping me into something I don't want to do. And then of course there is work. I got off for Thanksgiving because I absolutely had to, but Christmas and New Year's are devoted to good 'ol Jekyll & Hyde. My father called me yesterday and was really sweet. He told me that to try and find out when I can get off so that we can do another Christmas. I'm glad he's being so understanding figuring he doesn't give me a CENT to help pay rent. He has to understand, unless he wants to pay my bills. It's kind of weird though, even if my parents offered to pay my bills, I wouldn't want them to. I'd feel too helpless. Oh well, when that worry comes about I'm sure it won't be as complicated as actually paying my own bills. Oh how i wish.....