May 06, 2006 13:05
wttttf. i have no idea whats going on in my head, whats going on with him. one minute we are happy, the next we arent. WTF. i hate this. i hate these games. i hate feeling like friends one day and not knowing what to say and than the next being perfectly fine. so much fucking shit has happened maybe its time to just let go and realize we are trying to hard, maybe its not? I REALLY DONT KNOW. someone make sense of all this to me.
anyways talking to denise just now made me realize this month needs to get over with so all of our anixety will go away. Graduation will be done with, grad night, and ryan going to hawaii will be over with.
ugh goodbye.