Feb 22, 2006 19:44
welcome back to step one.
its where you take baby steps all over again.
its where you dont know or trust anything.
its called confusion. its called betrayal.
you finally hit rock bottom and now you dont know where to go.
theres so many fake people around, why cant one person be real.
actually thats to much to ask, because i myself am not even real to everyone.
caring complicates things so much.
YOU complicate things more than ever.
its one of those days where you wish you could close your eyes and rewind.
back to a time you knew yourself, back to a time of honesty and truth.
its to hard to hate and it hurts to much to care.
you make the decision for me. its hard to trust when you lie.
everything is just so far away....