BAH.
Guess what? I skipped school today. I was supposed to get up early and take the car to the shop and see whether or not I should be allowed to keep driving it. Aunt called me from work at 8:30am this morning and told me that weather was pretty crazy windy and possibly with flash freezes and stuff, so it'd probably be best if I didn't take the car to the shop, but I should check the weather first before passing judgement.
... well, I decided not to take the car to the shop and also not to go to school, even though both my classes were fairly important *coughSTATISTICScough* to my academic well-being and most of the bad weather didn't seem to be within my area.
In my defense, I got out of bed and my neck was killing me. I think it helped my posture though since I've been carrying my head stiff as a board all day. Damned fender-bender. >_>; Either way, I couldn't help but think that a.) Potential bad weather, b.) My inability to turn my head around too much without being in great pain, and c.) The fact that I'm tired, angry, depressed and all those lovely things that come with being hormonal would be more likely to get me into another car accident than anything.
I value my life, my sanity, and my car far more than school, kthnxbai. :D But I know my aunt's gonna yell at me if she finds out I skipped. :/ But at least I caught up on the personality psych lectures I missed, so technically instead of spending 6 hours AT school, I spent 6 hours on class at home instead. :x
Either way, it looks like I'll take the car to the shop tomorrow after I come back from school, bus home, and then I'll just have to take the bus to go to my mock interview on Friday, much to my dismay. There are no words to describe how much I am afraid of hate taking public transit >_>; Hopefully my neck muscles will be more cooperative in the morning. u_u;
Meanwhile, because I am horribly moody right now and I don't feel like posting photos, let's do lots of memes. :D
Tagged by hypaethral:
a. list seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself
b. tag seven people to do the same
c. do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag "whoever wants to do it"
I've done this meme a lot of times, but I love talking about myself seeing as I am the only topic that I can talk about with absolute authority and extensiveness, so... *DOES MEME AGAIN AND AGAIN!* It's hard to come up with new and interesting things about myself to talk about though, so I've probably mentioned these things somewhere D:
1.) I used to hate chocolate and only ate vanilla ice cream, only ate pink popsicles and never the purple or orange ones, ate only the crust and never the actual GOOD part of the pizza. I still hate purple popsicles or grape-flavoured ANYTHING, but everything else has changed, thank goodness D:
2.) When I drank soda as a kid, I would burp through my nose and it'd hurt. ):
3.) I've had part of a noodle stuck up my nose before. I think I coughed while eating and it went up the wrong way and damn it was painful until I managed to... uh... suck it back out into my mouth. :x I REALIZE THIS IS REALLY GROSS.
4.) I have an unconscious habit of somehow bringing up unsavoury/unappetizing/gross conversation topics up at meals. My friends hate me when I do it. :D
5.) One of the pairs of turtles I owned as a kid were fighting for food once and I got bitten trying to separate them. It hurt. >_>;
6.) I think it's supremely awesome when Caucasian people or just 'foreigners' in general speak fluent Cantonese XD Although I feel kinda inferior when they know more words in my mother tongue than I do.
7.) Uhhh... *running out of interesting things to say* ... not sure if any of you who haven't really met me IRL before have noticed, but I have a 'dent' in the middle of my nose. It's a chicken pock scar. :D"
AND NOW, I TAG... EVERYBODY ON MY FRIENDS LIST. GO GO GO. Also, I just noticed that 5/7 of the things I just wrote deal with food. Hmm.
Next, stolen from pixeled:
1.] Honestly, how many people have you completely fallen for?
Bah, it's complicated. But I can count them on like, half a hand probably. D:
2] Honestly, what colour are the underwear you're wearing now?
... white? :x
3] Honestly, what's on your mind?
Arg my head and neck are aching I shouldn't have drank that can of coke but maybe I should eat dinner now why am I such a failure at life these days omg I am so blatantly hormonal right now it is disgusting D:
4] Honestly, what are you doing right now?
Filling in this meme and thinking depressing thoughts pertaining to school and life and- D:
5] Honestly, do you think you're attractive?
You tell me. D: Some days I think I'm not too shabby, but mostly I think I'm pretty gross. >_>;
6] Honestly, have you done something bad today?
SKIPPED SCHOOL.
7] Honestly, do you watch "Shot of Love" with Tila Tequilla?
... what is that? D:
9] Honestly, who makes you happy most of the time?
Ummm... I don't really know, honestly. :x
10] Honestly, when was the last time you did something illegal?
Uh... Iunno, does drinking a little alcohol at home with family before I turned 19 count for anything?
11] Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?
Nope. *HERMIT POWERS ACTIVATE*
12] Honestly, do you have deep secrets?
See, if anybody asked me directly about an issue I've never felt the need to bring up in conversation, I'd probably answer honestly, so I guess not?
13] Honestly, when is the last time you had sex?
Never D:
14] Honestly, are you an honest person?
No, but doesn't mean I don't try?
15] Honestly, what are you addicted to?
Internettt. x_x
16] Honestly, where do you see yourself in 10 years?
Alas, my crystal ball is kinda foggy on this one. D: I CAN'T SEE THAT FAR AHEAD. I mean, I can barely figure out what I'll be doing in the next ten minutes, much less ten years >_>;
17] Honestly, do you like someone?
I like a lot of people. But not like-like. :x
18] Honestly, what was the last text you got and what did it say?
I... don't have text messaging D:
19] Honestly, what are you sick of?
My lack of motivation to do anything and how I'm a complete fuck-up at life as of late. u_u;
20] Honestly, what do you want right now?
To curl up in bed and ignore the world for the next couple years because the world is a confusing place where I run into things. Often literally.
21] Honestly, would you use family connections to get a job?
I'm Chinese. Of course I would. That's just how we roll. XD
22] Honestly, what's your favourite cologne?
Don't have one :x
23] Honestly, are you desperate?
Sometimes! :D
24] Honestly, when was the last time someone asked you out on a date?
... did that not-so-subtle proposition from that paving guy a couple years back count?
25] Honestly, have you ever made anyone cry?
Yes, actually.
26] Honestly, Macs or PCs?
PC please, because I don't know how to work Macs D:
27] Honestly, have you ever stabbed a friend in the back?
Nope.
28] Honestly, have you ever cheated on a girlfriend/boyfriend?
Can't have cheated if I never had one, but I'm far more likely to be cheated on, IMO. :x *BLINDLY TRUSTING*
29] Honestly, what is the best date you have ever been on?
Never been on one D:
30] Honestly, what is the one personality trait that you find most attractive?
A sense of humour?
31] Honestly, do you believe in God?
Honestly? Yeah. In my own weird way.
32] Honestly, are you normally a happy person?
Hmm... I think so? Just not when my hormones are out of whack like they are now. >_>;
33] Honestly, what makes you mad?
I make me mad with my dumb fuck-ups in life D: And I hate being told what to do unless I ask to be told what to do, if that makes any sense?
34] Honestly, what is your greatest fear?
... probably being left all alone, which is rather silly coming from an antisocial hermit, but it's true :x
35] Honestly, do you lie to people?
I prefer lies of omission, but hey, everybody lies D:
36] Honestly, are you annoying to people?
Oh fuck yes. 8D
37] Honestly, what would you do if you walked in on your GF/BF with another?
Not sure, but knowing me, I'd either react violently, just walk away and never look back, or walk away to a safe place before bawling my eyes out or something. XD"
38] Honestly, would you rather save your family member or 1000 stranger?
Blood > Water. Sorry strangers! :x
39] Honestly, what religion do you find most annoying?
... they're all kinda annoying. >_>; It's just that some are more predominant where I live in terms of how in-your-face they are with their annoying tendencies...
40] Honestly, when was the last time you said I love you?
Can't remember. :x
41] Honestly, are you a relationship person?
Probably not. I mean, I'd likely have periods where I'd be really into the relationship, and then other times where I just want to be left alone for long stretches, and I don't know if a lot of people could put up with that XD
42] Honestly, if you can have one superpower what would it be?
Ability to instantly learn any language? 8D
43] Who is the last person you hugged?
Erm... my Aunt Bergmann before they left for NYC?
44] Honestly, if you could go back 3 years and change something what would it be?
Probably would've kicked my ass out the door to go DO stuff outside of school?
45] Honestly, what's your favourite thing to talk about?
Uh... anything. :D
46] Honestly, would you sleep with someone for 5 million dollars?
That would depend on the person...
47] Honestly, would you kill an innocent person for 5 million dollars?
Alas, no.
48] Honestly, if you can only eat one thing for the rest of our life what would it be?
If it wouldn't kill me, I'd eat hot dogs for the rest of ever. XD
And finally, stolen from hypaethral:
One little compliment can make you feel amazing. So give me a compliment, anything in the entire world, even that my shoelaces are pretty. Put this in your journal. And once you get some comments, put that entry in a memory or tag and when you are feeling down, just go to that entry and this will remind how great you are.
I'd also throw in a meme where you guys can ask me as many questions as you want, but seeing as the last time I tried a meme like that nobody responded, I think I'll leave it out. XD"
EDIT: BACKDATED THIS ENTRY TO MAKE MY SIDEBAR CALENDAR LOOK NICE.
... well, I decided not to take the car to the shop and also not to go to school, even though both my classes were fairly important *coughSTATISTICScough* to my academic well-being and most of the bad weather didn't seem to be within my area.
In my defense, I got out of bed and my neck was killing me. I think it helped my posture though since I've been carrying my head stiff as a board all day. Damned fender-bender. >_>; Either way, I couldn't help but think that a.) Potential bad weather, b.) My inability to turn my head around too much without being in great pain, and c.) The fact that I'm tired, angry, depressed and all those lovely things that come with being hormonal would be more likely to get me into another car accident than anything.
I value my life, my sanity, and my car far more than school, kthnxbai. :D But I know my aunt's gonna yell at me if she finds out I skipped. :/ But at least I caught up on the personality psych lectures I missed, so technically instead of spending 6 hours AT school, I spent 6 hours on class at home instead. :x
Either way, it looks like I'll take the car to the shop tomorrow after I come back from school, bus home, and then I'll just have to take the bus to go to my mock interview on Friday, much to my dismay. There are no words to describe how much I am afraid of hate taking public transit >_>; Hopefully my neck muscles will be more cooperative in the morning. u_u;
Meanwhile, because I am horribly moody right now and I don't feel like posting photos, let's do lots of memes. :D
Tagged by hypaethral:
a. list seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself
b. tag seven people to do the same
c. do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag "whoever wants to do it"
I've done this meme a lot of times, but I love talking about myself seeing as I am the only topic that I can talk about with absolute authority and extensiveness, so... *DOES MEME AGAIN AND AGAIN!* It's hard to come up with new and interesting things about myself to talk about though, so I've probably mentioned these things somewhere D:
1.) I used to hate chocolate and only ate vanilla ice cream, only ate pink popsicles and never the purple or orange ones, ate only the crust and never the actual GOOD part of the pizza. I still hate purple popsicles or grape-flavoured ANYTHING, but everything else has changed, thank goodness D:
2.) When I drank soda as a kid, I would burp through my nose and it'd hurt. ):
3.) I've had part of a noodle stuck up my nose before. I think I coughed while eating and it went up the wrong way and damn it was painful until I managed to... uh... suck it back out into my mouth. :x I REALIZE THIS IS REALLY GROSS.
4.) I have an unconscious habit of somehow bringing up unsavoury/unappetizing/gross conversation topics up at meals. My friends hate me when I do it. :D
5.) One of the pairs of turtles I owned as a kid were fighting for food once and I got bitten trying to separate them. It hurt. >_>;
6.) I think it's supremely awesome when Caucasian people or just 'foreigners' in general speak fluent Cantonese XD Although I feel kinda inferior when they know more words in my mother tongue than I do.
7.) Uhhh... *running out of interesting things to say* ... not sure if any of you who haven't really met me IRL before have noticed, but I have a 'dent' in the middle of my nose. It's a chicken pock scar. :D"
AND NOW, I TAG... EVERYBODY ON MY FRIENDS LIST. GO GO GO. Also, I just noticed that 5/7 of the things I just wrote deal with food. Hmm.
Next, stolen from pixeled:
1.] Honestly, how many people have you completely fallen for?
Bah, it's complicated. But I can count them on like, half a hand probably. D:
2] Honestly, what colour are the underwear you're wearing now?
... white? :x
3] Honestly, what's on your mind?
Arg my head and neck are aching I shouldn't have drank that can of coke but maybe I should eat dinner now why am I such a failure at life these days omg I am so blatantly hormonal right now it is disgusting D:
4] Honestly, what are you doing right now?
Filling in this meme and thinking depressing thoughts pertaining to school and life and- D:
5] Honestly, do you think you're attractive?
You tell me. D: Some days I think I'm not too shabby, but mostly I think I'm pretty gross. >_>;
6] Honestly, have you done something bad today?
SKIPPED SCHOOL.
7] Honestly, do you watch "Shot of Love" with Tila Tequilla?
... what is that? D:
9] Honestly, who makes you happy most of the time?
Ummm... I don't really know, honestly. :x
10] Honestly, when was the last time you did something illegal?
Uh... Iunno, does drinking a little alcohol at home with family before I turned 19 count for anything?
11] Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?
Nope. *HERMIT POWERS ACTIVATE*
12] Honestly, do you have deep secrets?
See, if anybody asked me directly about an issue I've never felt the need to bring up in conversation, I'd probably answer honestly, so I guess not?
13] Honestly, when is the last time you had sex?
Never D:
14] Honestly, are you an honest person?
No, but doesn't mean I don't try?
15] Honestly, what are you addicted to?
Internettt. x_x
16] Honestly, where do you see yourself in 10 years?
Alas, my crystal ball is kinda foggy on this one. D: I CAN'T SEE THAT FAR AHEAD. I mean, I can barely figure out what I'll be doing in the next ten minutes, much less ten years >_>;
17] Honestly, do you like someone?
I like a lot of people. But not like-like. :x
18] Honestly, what was the last text you got and what did it say?
I... don't have text messaging D:
19] Honestly, what are you sick of?
My lack of motivation to do anything and how I'm a complete fuck-up at life as of late. u_u;
20] Honestly, what do you want right now?
To curl up in bed and ignore the world for the next couple years because the world is a confusing place where I run into things. Often literally.
21] Honestly, would you use family connections to get a job?
I'm Chinese. Of course I would. That's just how we roll. XD
22] Honestly, what's your favourite cologne?
Don't have one :x
23] Honestly, are you desperate?
Sometimes! :D
24] Honestly, when was the last time someone asked you out on a date?
... did that not-so-subtle proposition from that paving guy a couple years back count?
25] Honestly, have you ever made anyone cry?
Yes, actually.
26] Honestly, Macs or PCs?
PC please, because I don't know how to work Macs D:
27] Honestly, have you ever stabbed a friend in the back?
Nope.
28] Honestly, have you ever cheated on a girlfriend/boyfriend?
Can't have cheated if I never had one, but I'm far more likely to be cheated on, IMO. :x *BLINDLY TRUSTING*
29] Honestly, what is the best date you have ever been on?
Never been on one D:
30] Honestly, what is the one personality trait that you find most attractive?
A sense of humour?
31] Honestly, do you believe in God?
Honestly? Yeah. In my own weird way.
32] Honestly, are you normally a happy person?
Hmm... I think so? Just not when my hormones are out of whack like they are now. >_>;
33] Honestly, what makes you mad?
I make me mad with my dumb fuck-ups in life D: And I hate being told what to do unless I ask to be told what to do, if that makes any sense?
34] Honestly, what is your greatest fear?
... probably being left all alone, which is rather silly coming from an antisocial hermit, but it's true :x
35] Honestly, do you lie to people?
I prefer lies of omission, but hey, everybody lies D:
36] Honestly, are you annoying to people?
Oh fuck yes. 8D
37] Honestly, what would you do if you walked in on your GF/BF with another?
Not sure, but knowing me, I'd either react violently, just walk away and never look back, or walk away to a safe place before bawling my eyes out or something. XD"
38] Honestly, would you rather save your family member or 1000 stranger?
Blood > Water. Sorry strangers! :x
39] Honestly, what religion do you find most annoying?
... they're all kinda annoying. >_>; It's just that some are more predominant where I live in terms of how in-your-face they are with their annoying tendencies...
40] Honestly, when was the last time you said I love you?
Can't remember. :x
41] Honestly, are you a relationship person?
Probably not. I mean, I'd likely have periods where I'd be really into the relationship, and then other times where I just want to be left alone for long stretches, and I don't know if a lot of people could put up with that XD
42] Honestly, if you can have one superpower what would it be?
Ability to instantly learn any language? 8D
43] Who is the last person you hugged?
Erm... my Aunt Bergmann before they left for NYC?
44] Honestly, if you could go back 3 years and change something what would it be?
Probably would've kicked my ass out the door to go DO stuff outside of school?
45] Honestly, what's your favourite thing to talk about?
Uh... anything. :D
46] Honestly, would you sleep with someone for 5 million dollars?
That would depend on the person...
47] Honestly, would you kill an innocent person for 5 million dollars?
Alas, no.
48] Honestly, if you can only eat one thing for the rest of our life what would it be?
If it wouldn't kill me, I'd eat hot dogs for the rest of ever. XD
And finally, stolen from hypaethral:
One little compliment can make you feel amazing. So give me a compliment, anything in the entire world, even that my shoelaces are pretty. Put this in your journal. And once you get some comments, put that entry in a memory or tag and when you are feeling down, just go to that entry and this will remind how great you are.
I'd also throw in a meme where you guys can ask me as many questions as you want, but seeing as the last time I tried a meme like that nobody responded, I think I'll leave it out. XD"
EDIT: BACKDATED THIS ENTRY TO MAKE MY SIDEBAR CALENDAR LOOK NICE.