Parting is such sweet sorrow.
I thought I was going to do the friends cut I said I would a while back.
But scrolling through the list of names, I just couldn't bring myself to unclick those little checky box things.
... wow, I sound like I just stopped myself from killing someone.
laksndlsaandaofnkl. I am too weak. I'm like, afraid of cutting the friends list on the off-chance that it might actually hurt someone's feelings although I realllllly don't think anyone thinks that highly of me and I will be all guilt-ridden and unable to sleep because the internets are serious business, clearly. *snorts* Sadly, while I consider things like flame wars, wankage and l33t sp34k to be a waste of webspace, I consider relationships of any sort to be worth losing sleep over. And truly, I cherish many of the people I've met through LJ. ♥ And besides, a lot of the dead journals I have on my flist are people I know IRL so it's kinda weird.
BUT, I have found a slightly better solution. I've decided I'm going to move LJs. Perhaps when my 19th birthday hits and I realize I'm at the end of my teen years and am therefore officially not-so-young-but-equally-lame. It's been 4 years. Consider it like... graduating from high school. We'll call this past first year of university a trial period, where I ran into walls, whined immaturely about how much I hated everything and everyone, and essentially an extra glob of fattening emo-mayonnaise on top of the strange greasy hamburger of my high school years. And the whole thing is called bluntedge, and I think it's time to stick it into the back of the freezer to be marvelled at in 10000000 years when it has become a relic.
That was the most retarded metaphor I have come up with in a while. *dies*
Anyway, I'll be needing a new username then. bluntedge was possibly the best username I've ever thought up. So I'm all out of ideas. Help is appreciated? :x It is highly possible that I'll come up empty and end up staying here for the rest of eternity with my cluttered flist and immature ramblings of my previous years all in my archives. :D"
But scrolling through the list of names, I just couldn't bring myself to unclick those little checky box things.
... wow, I sound like I just stopped myself from killing someone.
laksndlsaandaofnkl. I am too weak. I'm like, afraid of cutting the friends list on the off-chance that it might actually hurt someone's feelings although I realllllly don't think anyone thinks that highly of me and I will be all guilt-ridden and unable to sleep because the internets are serious business, clearly. *snorts* Sadly, while I consider things like flame wars, wankage and l33t sp34k to be a waste of webspace, I consider relationships of any sort to be worth losing sleep over. And truly, I cherish many of the people I've met through LJ. ♥ And besides, a lot of the dead journals I have on my flist are people I know IRL so it's kinda weird.
BUT, I have found a slightly better solution. I've decided I'm going to move LJs. Perhaps when my 19th birthday hits and I realize I'm at the end of my teen years and am therefore officially not-so-young-but-equally-lame. It's been 4 years. Consider it like... graduating from high school. We'll call this past first year of university a trial period, where I ran into walls, whined immaturely about how much I hated everything and everyone, and essentially an extra glob of fattening emo-mayonnaise on top of the strange greasy hamburger of my high school years. And the whole thing is called bluntedge, and I think it's time to stick it into the back of the freezer to be marvelled at in 10000000 years when it has become a relic.
That was the most retarded metaphor I have come up with in a while. *dies*
Anyway, I'll be needing a new username then. bluntedge was possibly the best username I've ever thought up. So I'm all out of ideas. Help is appreciated? :x It is highly possible that I'll come up empty and end up staying here for the rest of eternity with my cluttered flist and immature ramblings of my previous years all in my archives. :D"