I'm whining again.
I'm essentially done the Master Copy for the new issue of the paper after 8 hours of work (not counting the on and off I've been pulling for the past 3 days) I've potentially injured my wrist/eyes because of using the computer too much, I can't seem to make page 8 WORK, I'm tired, it's 1am, I realize now that I've been so absorbed with this that I haven't taken a shower yet, so on top of everything else, I smell funny, and I just wanna go to bed. Or cry. Or something.
... why is it that this issue was even worse than last time? Why? That was 2 sleepness nights. This has been 4 restless days.
I don't know why I bother with this crap, having to PDF the same file 4 or 5 times over, just because of one hard-to-read font here on the PDF, one misplaced text box on the master copy, just a little corner overlapping the wrong way in my watermarking... why do I bother trying to make this perfect, when I can't bother to do as well as I can in school, as well as I can at home... just... WHY?
I just wanna die. For a little while.
... why is it that this issue was even worse than last time? Why? That was 2 sleepness nights. This has been 4 restless days.
I don't know why I bother with this crap, having to PDF the same file 4 or 5 times over, just because of one hard-to-read font here on the PDF, one misplaced text box on the master copy, just a little corner overlapping the wrong way in my watermarking... why do I bother trying to make this perfect, when I can't bother to do as well as I can in school, as well as I can at home... just... WHY?
I just wanna die. For a little while.