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Oh what a roller coaster life can be. A few months ago I was stressed out by work and school but i was living life and I wasnt all that depressed anymore. And then I got me a girlfriend and life started looking up. I was happy for the first time in a long while. Then the relationship self destructed and sent me into an emotional numbness that I have not felt in a long while. And then there is today. I wake up in a very bad mood for no reason at all but i was just angry and down. So i sit on the couch and hide for a while, only to learn that my ex fiance is now married... i lose at the game of life.... sigh