the day is ok
You know... today is ok. Yeah im a little down but im starting to get used to it. I woke up to day in a good mood for the first time in a long time. Maybe thats because I have been getting some schoolwork accomplished, maybe its because I talked to Christine before I fell asleep last night... probably because of Christine. She had a way of making life not feem so bad. A power that in the past only a girlfriend has had over me. It is indeed nice to have a friend like that. But yeah, life goes on and you get over what bothers you a little. I am upset because now Lauren has taken to ignoring me. telling me she is going to call and not, that sort of stuff. That hurts a lot but aparently it just shows that she doenst really respect or care about me at all. I seem to be attracted to the women that dont care about me... meh, today is still an ok day. Now I just have to make it through math class and start my homework for the week. Depression makes one fall behind on studies. That is especially bad when suddenly things are due.