VIRUS ALERT
I went to work for three hours today then lost my voice to the extent that the people on the other end of the phone had difficulty understanding me...
I just came back from the doctor. He looked in my mouth and then BACKED AWAY. He proceeded than to completely freak the hell out of me. Apparently I have some sort of uber contagious virus. The one he suspects is a lot like chicken pox for the mouth. He isn't sure though... he mentioned enough really scary things that I left stunned. I didn't start crying till I got to the car.
What if I make everyone I love sick?
What if I am really really ill?
What if I loose my job?
I have a bunch of viral blood tests to go for tomorrow. I got some swabs done too. I am terrified. Ian had to go to practice and I am not willing to ruin Deanna and Garrett's 'first date'. I am just sitting here... in the computer room. By myself. Trying not to start crying again. I am not even allowed to cook dinner. I might contaminate everyone, totally bloody useless. I am off for the rest of the week, looks like the event is not gonna happen either. I really needed this paycheque to pay the bills.
I can't stop crying.
I just came back from the doctor. He looked in my mouth and then BACKED AWAY. He proceeded than to completely freak the hell out of me. Apparently I have some sort of uber contagious virus. The one he suspects is a lot like chicken pox for the mouth. He isn't sure though... he mentioned enough really scary things that I left stunned. I didn't start crying till I got to the car.
What if I make everyone I love sick?
What if I am really really ill?
What if I loose my job?
I have a bunch of viral blood tests to go for tomorrow. I got some swabs done too. I am terrified. Ian had to go to practice and I am not willing to ruin Deanna and Garrett's 'first date'. I am just sitting here... in the computer room. By myself. Trying not to start crying again. I am not even allowed to cook dinner. I might contaminate everyone, totally bloody useless. I am off for the rest of the week, looks like the event is not gonna happen either. I really needed this paycheque to pay the bills.
I can't stop crying.