memories i guess....from yesterday
Well, i was reading over the past conversation between myself and Danny. Hmmm. i kno that everything i had written was fact, pure truth. but i had/have no reason to assume everything danny had written was tru. considering it was an IM. and it already seems hw's disproven some of his comments. although i really wish it weren't so. i'm starting to really realize he's gone again. at least i would assume it so. i haven't called him and he hasn't called me. we never really established what was going on with us. never said we weren't together anymore. i'm just afraid that if i move on he'll come back into my life nad pull me back. i liked him alot...still do. he was my first and he made it seem like he'd be my only sometimes. and i had no problem with that honestly. but this may be where it ends for good. or til the next time he calls. i'd have such a hard time breaking up with him. i was never good at droppin ppl. mostly cuz i'm scared of it happening to me. hopefully i'll get along tho. i have friends who will gladly help me. hopefully i won't start crying again. i dunno if he's worth my tears.....again.