new spring leaf
two things starting now:
1. no more smoking. just threw my half-full pack away. i've tried this before, so i'll try it again. no specific reason; why not choose today.
2. every week i'll have more days when i don't drink than when i do. that sounds ridiculous, that i even have to put it that way, but I can't remember the last week i had when that was the case. Wait, yes I can -- the hospital last summer in Berlin. and that's obvious. there's no reason to spend so much money and take in so many calories that way. i hope i really am not developing alcoholic tendencies like my mother tends to believe, but even without what she said saturday night -- I know, I've got to cut down how much i drink. i'm tired of being the "booze hound" of the group.
hopefully putting this here will help me stick to it.
more later. i actually planned to write something totally different last night! oh well.
1. no more smoking. just threw my half-full pack away. i've tried this before, so i'll try it again. no specific reason; why not choose today.
2. every week i'll have more days when i don't drink than when i do. that sounds ridiculous, that i even have to put it that way, but I can't remember the last week i had when that was the case. Wait, yes I can -- the hospital last summer in Berlin. and that's obvious. there's no reason to spend so much money and take in so many calories that way. i hope i really am not developing alcoholic tendencies like my mother tends to believe, but even without what she said saturday night -- I know, I've got to cut down how much i drink. i'm tired of being the "booze hound" of the group.
hopefully putting this here will help me stick to it.
more later. i actually planned to write something totally different last night! oh well.