morning
i woke at 4 this morning. bad dream. when you get soaked in a mixture of blood, menses, gravedirt, wine, and herbs and that isnt the weirdest part of the dream and it isnt why you wake up, there are problems.
this was a long weekend and i spent most of it either drunk and jacking off, sometimes both. its the only enjoyment i find somedays since i cant blaze out anymore. kinda sad. i know i am not butt ugly but being in the army means the bar is raised for apperance.
its a long day ahead. may god have mercy on what i do and dont do this day. *sigh* may i find a way to get mega amounts of ruppees quick in zelda so i can get past this fuggin' part.
this was a long weekend and i spent most of it either drunk and jacking off, sometimes both. its the only enjoyment i find somedays since i cant blaze out anymore. kinda sad. i know i am not butt ugly but being in the army means the bar is raised for apperance.
its a long day ahead. may god have mercy on what i do and dont do this day. *sigh* may i find a way to get mega amounts of ruppees quick in zelda so i can get past this fuggin' part.