Shit...
I don't know, when I am at school I guess I am fine, bored but fine. When I go to hang with "the group" its always Kristina mackin on her boyfriend (which I hate him FYI) And derrick mackin on heather and I am just left to either watch or not do anything and I have no other friends...i guess I want a bf or someone to love but fuck it there is too much drama...and they are always like oh you didnt meet me after school im gonna cry or they will go off and have sex while im there I am just sick of that shit!!! Grrrr now I am left at my house with my fucking stupid ass drunk of a grandfather!!! He just wont die!!! I swear he is hacking up a storm but nomatter what happens he just wont croak!!! He even had cancer but no he lived! I hate him he did some pretty fucked up shit to me when I was younger so he can fucking burn!!! the sight of him makes me sick!!! AHHHH I just wanna eat and eat till i explode but i know if i eat ill get even fatter and then ill be more depressed! I hat ethis shit!!1 And i have a horrible feeling something is going to happen to my dad and I feel like shit so im gonna go bye!