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i love my new icon. i love glamorouslife for making it for me. today was okay, i guess. i'm sooooo ready for break. i fucking hate school. and as strange as it may seem, math is my best class right now. i got a 100 on the test we took last week(not the one i mentioned before...another test...) and i've never done that well before. not on math. something's gone berserk, however, and i got a c- in history of english? i don't know. my grades are really dead this year, and i don't even want to deal. community college is for me. i think so.
"look at you, beautiful! i was actually watching you today during your advent and thinking, "god, she is so gorgeous and awesome!" aren't i creepy?" *blushblushblush* i love jordan. she's the most beautiful thing you'll ever see, and doesn't seem to notice. sillysilly.
i had the best taco EVER today(vegebarian style) and an eggnog milkshake. i know the two really don't seem to mix, but it was heavenly.
eggnog milkshakes are my christmas.
my toes are froze.
i hate how bipolar i've been lately. talking on the phone last night i was all happy and then something(i swear i don't know what) came over me and "i hate you" just kinda...fell out of my mouth. and at the time, i meant it. what??? but it's not true. i don't hate anyone. especially not the boy. i couldn't hate that boy if i tried. not really, anyway. and then today...i was just ecstatic. all giggly and happy and i didn't even take my meds.
oh. wait. maybe that explains the bipolarness of it all. that is the POINT of the medication after all.
grrrah.
i hate feeling like i have to stay on medication to stay happyhealthyme.
today i felt like i was proving them wrong...
could it be like this forever?
by the end of today i know i'll be in tears.
"i'm a pixie, i'm a paperdoll, i'm a cartoon
i'm a chipper cheerful, free-for-all, and i light up a room
i'm a color-me-happy girl, miss live and let live
and when they're out for blood i always give"
"look at you, beautiful! i was actually watching you today during your advent and thinking, "god, she is so gorgeous and awesome!" aren't i creepy?" *blushblushblush* i love jordan. she's the most beautiful thing you'll ever see, and doesn't seem to notice. sillysilly.
i had the best taco EVER today(vegebarian style) and an eggnog milkshake. i know the two really don't seem to mix, but it was heavenly.
eggnog milkshakes are my christmas.
my toes are froze.
i hate how bipolar i've been lately. talking on the phone last night i was all happy and then something(i swear i don't know what) came over me and "i hate you" just kinda...fell out of my mouth. and at the time, i meant it. what??? but it's not true. i don't hate anyone. especially not the boy. i couldn't hate that boy if i tried. not really, anyway. and then today...i was just ecstatic. all giggly and happy and i didn't even take my meds.
oh. wait. maybe that explains the bipolarness of it all. that is the POINT of the medication after all.
grrrah.
i hate feeling like i have to stay on medication to stay happyhealthyme.
today i felt like i was proving them wrong...
could it be like this forever?
by the end of today i know i'll be in tears.
"i'm a pixie, i'm a paperdoll, i'm a cartoon
i'm a chipper cheerful, free-for-all, and i light up a room
i'm a color-me-happy girl, miss live and let live
and when they're out for blood i always give"