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the concert totally sucked, except for (maybe) the orchestra's lord of the rings moment. emily white rocks at the violin. majorly. and she knows it.
i think i'm developing a small crush on camille...
but maybe it's always been there. it's nothing i'll act on, and nothing she'd even consider. so i should just admire and forget.
i love talking to melissa. she's so kickass. she'd be fun to hang out with more.
there really are a lot of cool people at my school, i'm just too afraid and bitter to attempt building friendships with them.
i hate that.
i wish i weren't shy and bitchy and bitter and ugly and boring and i wish i was charming and fun and happy and fascinating.
i think i love...i wish.
i love, i think (i wish).
i wish...i think, i love.
i love, i wish, i think.
i think i'm developing a small crush on camille...
but maybe it's always been there. it's nothing i'll act on, and nothing she'd even consider. so i should just admire and forget.
i love talking to melissa. she's so kickass. she'd be fun to hang out with more.
there really are a lot of cool people at my school, i'm just too afraid and bitter to attempt building friendships with them.
i hate that.
i wish i weren't shy and bitchy and bitter and ugly and boring and i wish i was charming and fun and happy and fascinating.
i think i love...i wish.
i love, i think (i wish).
i wish...i think, i love.
i love, i wish, i think.