Jul 24, 2004 01:27
After one of my chats with Asya I have come to discover that the best way to releave and reveal who I really am, my inner self (possibly the person you see or maybe someone deeper inside of me) is to write. Writing is such an expression self. You can be anyone or anything oyu want to be in words and possibly even allow people to see who you really are. Its strange to think that some people go about day to day playing themselves off as one type of person but you may later come to discover that they are someone completely different on paper and in words. And out of thinking lately (a rare but interesting occurence for me) I have come to realize that who I am on paper is the real me. I am not saying that what people experience everytime they are around me is someone fake and created or forced, I am merely explaining that who I am on paper is me in a completely unrestricted state. I feel free and able to express what I feel or how I precieve someone or something. Sometimes in person you arent able to be yourself in its truest state but on paper societal or personal restrictions are non-existant and therefore you can say what you feel. I just thought this to be an interesting concept. But just ot clarify, I do believe that some people have two sides, one who is only expressed in written word. But then again there are those people who have no other side. This entire thought has made me realize why the world is so two-faced. Just words for thought.