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today has just been a weird off day.
its one of those nights where you dont wanna be with or talk to anyone and just wanna be alone.
ive been thinking and i honestly dont know what i want right now. i feel so drifted from everyone but drea of course like all my friends from school i havent hung out with in sooooo long. i feel like i dont even have any close friends anymore (besides drea of course) this year has just changed so much and i kinda just miss the "old days" but i guess the new ones have been good too.. cant really complain too much. idk maybe im just in a depressed mood just not liking things lately but theyll get better i just gotta wait it out.
on the brighter side tomorrow is new years eve and i better do something fun.