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I feel so weird.
i hate it when im like fifty fifty on things, im sad but im happy im alone but surrounded by friends i dont like my job but i do like my job, i suck at the guitar but sometimes im good, im creative but in an uncontrolled sucky way, I have lips of fire and say intelligent things, i say retarded things.
how horrible things would be for me if i didnt know god.
although this rant is mostely not positive.
i definetly understand how great things are for me and how everythings gonna be just fine.
----->d
i hate it when im like fifty fifty on things, im sad but im happy im alone but surrounded by friends i dont like my job but i do like my job, i suck at the guitar but sometimes im good, im creative but in an uncontrolled sucky way, I have lips of fire and say intelligent things, i say retarded things.
how horrible things would be for me if i didnt know god.
although this rant is mostely not positive.
i definetly understand how great things are for me and how everythings gonna be just fine.
----->d