I can't feel this way much longer Expecting to survive
yeah I can feel it in my stomach..I dunno im so scared that I let my hopes get up...and if they get smashed like I predict...everyone else will have been right and Ill be the jack ass once again, im terrified I wont lie, but I just need to cling to even the littlest hope right now, I need it Ive needed it for a very very long time now. God I need something to go right even for just a little while.