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The absolute earliest ive gone to bed in the last two weeks is LITERALLY midnight....Im starting to feel like when I walk im not even walking....like somethings pulling me...I just cannot sleep no matter what...it just wont happen no matter how exhausted I am....I cant sleep i can lie there with my eyes closed, but I cant sleep...its getting regogdamndiculous....my eyes hurt theyre dry..it hurts to blink...I cant even think and like I try to do something that only requires minor motor skills...like scratch my nose fo example and I poke myself in the eye...yeah im going crazy..well anywho wednesday we had prom commitee, then I went to shaws then the bucket with erin, we rushed and made one batch of cookues then went to the boys game for a little bit, then back to make sugar cookies and eat the best chicken ever, then yesterday thursdayy I had my SST thing like the intro thingy....it was ok...then I ate pizza and took a bath and did home work then I watched CSI and withtout a trace and meet the barkers and llike some other show until 230 in the morning...yeahhhhhh and my allergys are KILLING me...basically its been a shit week I dont feel good..I love erin though..we had a good time wednesday..but other than that this week has sucked such balls....and cock it should be a porn star....the end