weirdness....
so i met this guy.....actually i've known him for awhile :/
anyways we've hung out a bit lately and ended up hooking up. now usually this is where i usually talk about all the glorious feelings for him that i have....but i dont have those glorious feelings. he did make me breakfast in the morning.....which was super amazing, but then we played xbox and watched movies....haha i played xbox with a guy i just slept with HaHaHaHa. I know most people wonder why i would laugh at that and think that the whole playing xbox with a guy you just slept with is normal, but not me. it was kind of like hanging out with "one of the guys" therefore guess im not that interested. if i dated this guy it would prolly be like "old married couple syndrome" immediately! so i might just be like whatever might as well have "fun" with it.
the only reason i'm posting about this is because i'm in a major rut.....maybe more like a crater. i can't even count all the people i've met since the last guy i dated and guess what? not interested in even one. i'm starting to lose hope.....maybe i dated all the good guys in the world already and i'm doomed to be alone forever. but i highly doubt that because i wouldn't consider most of the guys i've dated "good" haha.
and on another note im going into work today (on my day off) to get yelled at because i am still waiting on my travel claim because the yeomen just can't seem to get my claim straightened out apparently.
anyways we've hung out a bit lately and ended up hooking up. now usually this is where i usually talk about all the glorious feelings for him that i have....but i dont have those glorious feelings. he did make me breakfast in the morning.....which was super amazing, but then we played xbox and watched movies....haha i played xbox with a guy i just slept with HaHaHaHa. I know most people wonder why i would laugh at that and think that the whole playing xbox with a guy you just slept with is normal, but not me. it was kind of like hanging out with "one of the guys" therefore guess im not that interested. if i dated this guy it would prolly be like "old married couple syndrome" immediately! so i might just be like whatever might as well have "fun" with it.
the only reason i'm posting about this is because i'm in a major rut.....maybe more like a crater. i can't even count all the people i've met since the last guy i dated and guess what? not interested in even one. i'm starting to lose hope.....maybe i dated all the good guys in the world already and i'm doomed to be alone forever. but i highly doubt that because i wouldn't consider most of the guys i've dated "good" haha.
and on another note im going into work today (on my day off) to get yelled at because i am still waiting on my travel claim because the yeomen just can't seem to get my claim straightened out apparently.