today sux
wow im in shock. I havnt seen Jarret since the scinnard concert, but I've talked to him a little bit on the phone. and i just found out last night hes leaving today! wtf? he didnt even tell me! He's going to Military school!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg and he decided to go, it was his choice and that makes me like him SOO much more! its for the best...its like the only way he'l be able to get through high school hes fucked up his life so bad but..... i cant believe hes leaving! and he ddint tell me! he didnt tell any1 till yesterday... damn! and he asked me to go to this party with him last week and i didnt go cuz i wanted to play hard to get! what the fuk was i thinking? i cant believe hes going away... ugh! and ive been like dieing cuz i havnt seen him i like a month cuz we keep going out of town. he told Casey a couple days after the Scinnard concert that he'd date me if I didnt get on all his friends. so I was liek trying so hard to be good so hed date me, and now theres no point. and i was so soo excited bout the Tom Petty concert cuz I knew hed be there and wed probably pregame at his house. I wonder if hell ever come back.... ugh i cant believe he didnt call me... i mean i guess it woulda been kinda weird saying, "hey...im going to boot camp in a couple days..." and I thought I was still out of town cuz i left sunday and i never told him what day i was coming back