im back in Santa Monica
Hey! im back in Santa Monica, its good to be home!
omg but friday night was sooo good!!! it was soo hard for me to leave. im sooo happy to get to be with my mom though, i missed her sOOO much!
Recap of my last couple INSAINLY good days!!!:
Wednesday I decided to finally tell someone I liked Thomas and Jimmy, i told Julianne cuz i knew she wouldnt tel anyone, She laughed since they were such random people to like and she would never have expected it. The next day in PE Thomas was like STARING nat me the whole time! Me and Julianne walked around the jym, but he and John didnt dress out so they had to lean against the wall. At one point they pointed at me and kept talking...um..ok...? then Thomas said my name and asked us to come over. We talkd for the rest of the class and I realized i didnt like Jimmy after all, but I REALLY liked Thomas.
That night me Jordan W and elizabth rode in J.O's car to the bbstate game. It was ver an hour away and We got really lossed so ended up missing it!
then Friday Thomas wasnt at school and i was soo scared i wouldnt c him til after spring break, i couldnt wait that long! There was another basketball game thqat night in the same place. i drove Elizabeth and we followed J.O, who was driving like 6 guys including Thomas. When we got there, the game had ended. Thomas called Shotgun in my car. J.O asked Jamie to dive his car and begged if he could drive my car. He told elizabeth to sit in the front seat and told her i wouldnt mind. lol! then we went to J.O's house for like an hour before Elizabeth said i had to drive her home.
Nothing that exciting happened, but im sOOOO happy i got to hang out with him before break, agh i like him sooooooooooooooooooo much!!!!!!!!!!!!! I havnt liked someone this much in like years! it sucks though cuz hes a BAD person to like.... hes a junior who is in love with a senior, who he lossed his virginity to, but hes going to prom with another senior, and she is like GORGEOUS! and they both are sOOO completely different from me. right now he is in Destin Florida with J.O and Tim. I bet there having SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much fun... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ok i need to relax, whats wrong with me? I cant like thim THAT much! When i first met him i never would have thought i would EVER like him! i dont even knwo why i do! i probly dont even have a chance, so im wasting my time! but every tiem i think about him i smile...
omg but friday night was sooo good!!! it was soo hard for me to leave. im sooo happy to get to be with my mom though, i missed her sOOO much!
Recap of my last couple INSAINLY good days!!!:
Wednesday I decided to finally tell someone I liked Thomas and Jimmy, i told Julianne cuz i knew she wouldnt tel anyone, She laughed since they were such random people to like and she would never have expected it. The next day in PE Thomas was like STARING nat me the whole time! Me and Julianne walked around the jym, but he and John didnt dress out so they had to lean against the wall. At one point they pointed at me and kept talking...um..ok...? then Thomas said my name and asked us to come over. We talkd for the rest of the class and I realized i didnt like Jimmy after all, but I REALLY liked Thomas.
That night me Jordan W and elizabth rode in J.O's car to the bbstate game. It was ver an hour away and We got really lossed so ended up missing it!
then Friday Thomas wasnt at school and i was soo scared i wouldnt c him til after spring break, i couldnt wait that long! There was another basketball game thqat night in the same place. i drove Elizabeth and we followed J.O, who was driving like 6 guys including Thomas. When we got there, the game had ended. Thomas called Shotgun in my car. J.O asked Jamie to dive his car and begged if he could drive my car. He told elizabeth to sit in the front seat and told her i wouldnt mind. lol! then we went to J.O's house for like an hour before Elizabeth said i had to drive her home.
Nothing that exciting happened, but im sOOOO happy i got to hang out with him before break, agh i like him sooooooooooooooooooo much!!!!!!!!!!!!! I havnt liked someone this much in like years! it sucks though cuz hes a BAD person to like.... hes a junior who is in love with a senior, who he lossed his virginity to, but hes going to prom with another senior, and she is like GORGEOUS! and they both are sOOO completely different from me. right now he is in Destin Florida with J.O and Tim. I bet there having SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much fun... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ok i need to relax, whats wrong with me? I cant like thim THAT much! When i first met him i never would have thought i would EVER like him! i dont even knwo why i do! i probly dont even have a chance, so im wasting my time! but every tiem i think about him i smile...