I am also the shyest extrovert.

[blueyedevil]

I feel SO out of place. My natural funny self is no good in large groups. I am old and awkward and fat and oafish. And blooky. Why hasn't anyone told them how totally rad I am? How come they don't know? Why isn't everyone clambering to be my friend?

But my sister is coming this weekend. That's pretty cool.