hiding from sleep
i dont want to go to sleep, so i'm not. i still miss jason but he just left me the sweetest voice mail ever so i guess i can make it another day without him being here, even though i'm still jealous of the bikini whores, i mean, *cough cough* lovely young women who are parading about the beaches of Florida right now. ah yes, jealousy. LOL i'm so glad i didn't go to speed camp this year. so what if our new volleyball coach is supposedly fresh out of college (where she supposedly played volleyball her own self?) i'll be fine! (glances sideways unassuredly) okay, i won't be fine. i'll probably die the first day of two-a-days. oh well. as long as i get some more of that apple pie ice cream from that little shop in galveston before i do. man that was great. speaking of great, so is the longest yard. if you haven't seen it yet, GO! GO NOW! WHAT? CURFEW?? GO ANYWAYS..THEY'LL UNDERSTAND. man that movie was great. it's the only movie on record that i've actually laughed out loud at, with no assistance from someone being stupid, or an inside joke. and that's....a good thing. martha stewart...okay. *laughs the 'okay no one got that' laugh* y'all from down here where the only station that you can get sometimes that doesn't play oldies is frickin' candy 95. the poor souls trapped in normangee know what i'm talking about, dontcha. that's why its funny. but hey, only ONE.......MORE......YEAR!! WOO-HOO!! then it's off to....Huntsville! which is so far away, right? lol i know, i know. but i'm not going out of state or anything. i mean i can't even iron! how am i going to move some insane distance away from my mommy?? can't do it. not today. the stars are not in alignment...ah, good times holly, good times. great movie. gotta love it. man i wish jason was home. we'd be talking on the phone right now. yes, right now. you guys, i'm sad about some things. this is my last state convention with katie!! *sob* whatever am i going to do? also, this is jase's last year to play football. its going to make him so sad after the last game. which will of course be, winning the state championship! *knocks on wood, jase would kill me if i jinxed them LOL* i miss the lakehouse. i miss it bad. i miss stopping at random points walking up the hill with the tiki torches lit and making out with jase while chase stands by, feeling weird i assume. LOL also, i miss hearing them have fun playing PS2 all night in the other room since my mom won't let us sleep in the same room! not even the same BED, just the same ROOM!! what's up with that?? hopefully we will get to go to the lake soon, i miss it. i do not miss sharing a bathroom with those guys though. geez! we're getting an outhouse, i swear on it LOL! HA! you have to be there after mexican food to fully appreciate what i'm saying. ever seen just married? when the 200 lb. guy comes out of the airplane bathroom all sweaty going "mexican food? that's an oxymoron." i swear that's what they look like!! if you haven't seen it, and have NO IDEA what i'm talking about, go watch it. "*pet pet* go to sleep love. it will all be over in the morning." XOXO