short but sweet.
Whoever said change is good was obviously a brave person. i am quite content to stay the way things are. well, the way things were. The way things had been before they started changing. although i am fine with changing some aspects of my life, others i would like to stay put. However, change always comes dancing in, with it's changing wand of change and changes everything around. (for some reason Change is a fairy... similar to the tooth fairy, only she doesn't leave me money in exchange for my past).
i know this is a running theme as of late. however, graduating college, entering the work force, and not knowing what the hell I'm doing most of the time has consumed my thoughts. it's as if i walked into my house, and everything had been re-decorated. it was the same on the outside, i recognized the address, the front door, the front lawn, but when i walked in, i was lost.
sometimes i feel like i have gone through so many changes i can't tell who i am and where everything got put. i have to go through and figure out how the change fairy redecorated so i can recover the areas that didn't need to get moved.
I recently started a position as a graphic designer at a company called NW Events Unlimited. there are days were i feel like i am not contributing at all. i sit and play scrabble, check my email 3,000 times, or pretend to be busy. other days i feel like i am really helping this company grow. the consistent feeling throughout, though, is that i am not where i need to be. i haven't landed yet. i am not quite sure who i want to be, or what i want to do, but to get there i need to change, and as i said before, i am not very brave.
i know this is a running theme as of late. however, graduating college, entering the work force, and not knowing what the hell I'm doing most of the time has consumed my thoughts. it's as if i walked into my house, and everything had been re-decorated. it was the same on the outside, i recognized the address, the front door, the front lawn, but when i walked in, i was lost.
sometimes i feel like i have gone through so many changes i can't tell who i am and where everything got put. i have to go through and figure out how the change fairy redecorated so i can recover the areas that didn't need to get moved.
I recently started a position as a graphic designer at a company called NW Events Unlimited. there are days were i feel like i am not contributing at all. i sit and play scrabble, check my email 3,000 times, or pretend to be busy. other days i feel like i am really helping this company grow. the consistent feeling throughout, though, is that i am not where i need to be. i haven't landed yet. i am not quite sure who i want to be, or what i want to do, but to get there i need to change, and as i said before, i am not very brave.