a cumulation of the weekend, and my fears.
i don't know how many times i have said this in the past month. i am scared. i'm graduating, and i have no saftey net. i know it takes forever sometimes to find a job in the line of work you want to do, but i feel like i have nothing to stand on. i graduated into nothing, and i am kind of freaking out. it's funny that people try so hard to find something they are going to complain about for the rest of their lives. no one loves going to work if they could be doing something else. yet, half our lives are spent preparing to get a good job, and the other half is spent working. it's a crazy cycle.
i have gone to two concerts lately: Dane Cook, and Big & Rich. both were really good. although i wish Dane had done more of his old material. i understand that it is his new tour, and it is stuff on his new CD.... but his older stuff was funnier. yes, there were some really funny parts, but i found myself wishing he had made me laugh more. maybe that is what i get for hyping myself up for a concert. plus i got beer spilled on my head... and the poeple in my row must have had a bladder infection, because they got up every five minutes to exit the row. jerks.
Rico came down this weekend to go to the Big and Rich concert with me. i love spending time with him, and am always sad when he has to go. stupid love. i had a really great weekend, however. big and rich, lava hotsprings, christmas shopping, dinner out with friends, laughter... the only thing that would have made it better would have been some singing... but there were no singers except for KTZ and i... and she doesn't really sing all that often.
what else, what else? i have a huge advertising campaigns presentation on thursday. i usually suck butt at presenting, so hopefully this goes alright. i think people are either good presenters, or they are not. there is no learning. you have the public speaking carisma, or you shake violently while speaking 3,248,309 mph and stumble over your words. i happen to be the latter. i also have a 15 page paper due on the 18th. i am currently at 9 pages. it is a strain for me to write more than 6 quality pages. i say what i need to say. why stretch it out to cover more pages. i don't want to write fluff, the teacher doesn't want to read 30+ 15 page papers, why do they assign it?
i come home on the 20th in the afternoon sometime. i am praying for no snow... or at least clear roads. but as i have come to find out in the past 4.5 years, SE Idaho only owns one snow plow, and it never plows when i need it.
i have gone to two concerts lately: Dane Cook, and Big & Rich. both were really good. although i wish Dane had done more of his old material. i understand that it is his new tour, and it is stuff on his new CD.... but his older stuff was funnier. yes, there were some really funny parts, but i found myself wishing he had made me laugh more. maybe that is what i get for hyping myself up for a concert. plus i got beer spilled on my head... and the poeple in my row must have had a bladder infection, because they got up every five minutes to exit the row. jerks.
Rico came down this weekend to go to the Big and Rich concert with me. i love spending time with him, and am always sad when he has to go. stupid love. i had a really great weekend, however. big and rich, lava hotsprings, christmas shopping, dinner out with friends, laughter... the only thing that would have made it better would have been some singing... but there were no singers except for KTZ and i... and she doesn't really sing all that often.
what else, what else? i have a huge advertising campaigns presentation on thursday. i usually suck butt at presenting, so hopefully this goes alright. i think people are either good presenters, or they are not. there is no learning. you have the public speaking carisma, or you shake violently while speaking 3,248,309 mph and stumble over your words. i happen to be the latter. i also have a 15 page paper due on the 18th. i am currently at 9 pages. it is a strain for me to write more than 6 quality pages. i say what i need to say. why stretch it out to cover more pages. i don't want to write fluff, the teacher doesn't want to read 30+ 15 page papers, why do they assign it?
i come home on the 20th in the afternoon sometime. i am praying for no snow... or at least clear roads. but as i have come to find out in the past 4.5 years, SE Idaho only owns one snow plow, and it never plows when i need it.