this may not be eloquent, but it is what it is.
i have to say this somewhere, i just don't know if i can say it to the person i need to say it to.
what happened to our friendship? when did it stop? i can't pin point a time in between christmas break and the begining of summer when something would have happened to make you stop being the same person i used to know. i remember when i would hang out with you all the time. you were my best friend, and i meant it. we used to have such good times, laughing about nothing. it seemed like we could talk about everything, and have a blast doing anything. but now all of that has changed. i can count the amount of times i have seen you this summer on one hand. all of those times felt like you had somewhere else you wanted to be. that you felt obligated to spend time with your old friends. the friends that have been through some of the biggest times in your life, and some of the most fun times in your life. how can you ignore that? how can you just walk away from your friends?
i can no longer count on you. i can't stand feeling like this group of friends, and honestly, i, am second choice. not even second choice. left out. we are your friends too! either treat us like we are important to you, or tell us that is is over. i really shouldn't speak for the group, so the rest is coming from me.
it really hurts to think that i can just be thrown to the wayside. your friendship really meant a lot to me, and i don't think i can wait for you to decide when you want to redeem that friendship. so at this point i have given up. the ball is in your court, you do with it what you will. just know that i will no longer be waiting.
it really hurts.
what happened to our friendship? when did it stop? i can't pin point a time in between christmas break and the begining of summer when something would have happened to make you stop being the same person i used to know. i remember when i would hang out with you all the time. you were my best friend, and i meant it. we used to have such good times, laughing about nothing. it seemed like we could talk about everything, and have a blast doing anything. but now all of that has changed. i can count the amount of times i have seen you this summer on one hand. all of those times felt like you had somewhere else you wanted to be. that you felt obligated to spend time with your old friends. the friends that have been through some of the biggest times in your life, and some of the most fun times in your life. how can you ignore that? how can you just walk away from your friends?
i can no longer count on you. i can't stand feeling like this group of friends, and honestly, i, am second choice. not even second choice. left out. we are your friends too! either treat us like we are important to you, or tell us that is is over. i really shouldn't speak for the group, so the rest is coming from me.
it really hurts to think that i can just be thrown to the wayside. your friendship really meant a lot to me, and i don't think i can wait for you to decide when you want to redeem that friendship. so at this point i have given up. the ball is in your court, you do with it what you will. just know that i will no longer be waiting.
it really hurts.