you cant let go of something you never had
My new realization.
"you can't let go of something you never had" how true is that saying? I sit here time after time and wonder.. how do I let him go? but how can I let him go when I never had him? thats why it is so hard for me.. its impossible for me to let him go, he was never mine. So, I guess.. I just move on, take a step forward and dont look back.. simple as that. (or so it seems simple)
So friday was girls night.. fun fun night w/ our "juice picnic". awesome to hang out w/ lins again.. fucken missed that girl like crazy. Saturday me and Steph were suppose to paint my room but that obviously didnt happen, lol. then we went up to the mall w/ erin.. came back and all of a sudden I felt like I was dying so I slept sat and sun away bc I was so sick... no good. finally feeling better today :)
but this fucken comp sux and its driving me nuts so ill chat with all of ya all lata.. KISS ME