.another love grows cold.
Okay I just wrote this LONG entry and guess what.. its gone, yup, gone.
But anywho..
I've realized something... I had plans w/ Scott to go to NYC but that obviously isn't going to happen (kinda sux but thats okay) so I said something to Wayne and he's all about going but we both realized how fucking lost we'd get, lol but I wanna go WICKED bad.
So tonight kinda sucked... been thinking about a lot of shit. I realize Im the only one outta the girls (basically) whos single.. this summers will probably suck for the most part. They'll all be happy w/ their boyfriends and well I'll just be me, lol. dont get me wrong.. Im so happy for them that they have found someone.. its awesome :) I dunno.. sometimes I wish I could find that guy who can make me smile with just the thought of him but I think he got lost somewhere along the way.. ehhh.. Im not insecure of being alone or anything but sometimes I just feel..... empty.
July 1st.. SC BABY! omg Im so excited.. I get to get away from this place, Aunts getting married and she had her baby saturday.. 10lbs 4 oz.. thats a big boy.. no name yet (thank god its no benjamin) haha
well I dunno.. thats all I can remember..
kiss me ;)