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Last night i spent the night at chelseas house. Tj came over and we watched Van Wilder which was pretty funny + pretty sick lol. Tj fell asleep in chelseas swing thing she has in her room and we took picture of him! awww it was soo cute. we talked to matt pretty late and omg he is sooo sweet to her, like i never realized just how much of a good guy he can be to her...i told him to give garett pointers lol Its like garett just lost it or atleast just forgot. Garett called me yesterday from Jamaica and told me that he wants to start dating again when he gets home. i told him about meeting that andrew kid and he asked me a million times (like i knew he would) "did anything happen?, did u kisss him?, did he put a move on you?, did u wanna kiss him?, if he lived here would u date him?...blah blah blah" But matt was right, the second i told garett about andrew its like he wanted me so much more. haha it was great. not that i dont want things to work about between us but i just thought it was pretty funny that he was exactly right. I had conditioning yesterday and OMG it was HELL. i am SO sore. today was only open gym but i have conditioning all over again tomorrow and i think i might DIE. its just crazy because everyone thinks that volleyball is like a sissy sport and omg you dont even know. I mean i played soccer for 8 years 3 of which i was on a premier team and ive never worked this hard before. and its only the first week...aahhh!! I cant wait until garett gets home..hopefully me him matt and chelsea are all gunna do something on saturday when both garett and matt get home. that should be SO much fun!!Ive been doing pretty good with garett being gone and not talking to him (except once) for this whole week. I figured it would drive me crazy. hopefully this is good "practice" for when he comes home so im not blaming him whenever he cant see me...ill just be like okay whatever. Because i mean hes gunna be working 6 days a week... i think hes crazy but he loves it and needs the money to pay off his trucks and pay for insurance and gas and everything so i mean i understand but im soo selfish because i just wanna be with him. but i do take him for granted, i just hope we STOP FIGHTING uggghghhh thats our only problem. well im really tired and dirty from open gym and need to eat something before i pass out. lattter