Dec 07, 2004 16:16
it feels as if everything lately has gone down hill i feel liek no ones around for me n no one gives a shit im falling farther n farther from everyone n i dont get it .. ill have such a great week or sumthin n one thing will come up n fuck everything up it seems as if my closest friends dont give a fuck or hate me but ya know im kinda used to it people are falling apart from me so yeah who knows i guess things happen for a reason huh ...
Im sick of feeling like this .. so0o LOST AND ALONEEE!! but no one seems to get me i just sit alone with no one around who really gives a shit about me it seems most of the time my girlies always got other shit goin on n bearly ever wanna chill or people say stupid shit to get people mad at me or sumthin like that idk i got no one who likes me really n im the only single on in the group but yea ive been single to0o long .. just about a year since ive had a real b4 n no one wants me at all ..theyll just want sum action n thats it .. im sorry i want sumone whos acually there for me .. not for ass or sumthing im sick of feeling this way i want things to change n go good bc i know adventually im gunna fall far from everyone n pretty much be FORGOTTEN about but no one will be there for me n i will never exist in there mind ... so0o fuck everyone right now not in the mood for peoples bullshit !!!