DEAD!
she's finally gone....i didnt cry, i was mad, and now im just numb. i guess i got it from my dad, being numb and learning to hide your emotions, he's very stubborn, guess my sis isnt the only one whose stubborn. but i'm mad one because i was done here, and two, because i dont know if she was saved or not, so i dont know if she's in heaven or hell. which totally sucks. so this means i'm leaving tomorrow morning and am not coming back til sunday. which also means that i cant work my shifts thursday through sunday. my gosh and i really need the shifts, hopefully jon will understand. well i guess im going to bed now. i feel so empty now. good nite to everyone.