home atlast, or is it home

[bluey3travlr]

hey to all. i just got home like two hours ago. and the funny thing is that i dont really feel at home here, i mean i know i live here but i felt more at home on the beach more than anything. the trip was great, saturday it was like 74 and sunny, gorgeous weather and while everyone here was most likely as school where it was cold i was out on the water in shorts and my bathing suit top. how awesome is that. but it was cold today again, though if the wind would've stopped blowing it would've been fine. but i did get in the water, we did this shawl thing were we dragged a huge net with four people two holding each pole. and scootted the net across the bottom i was up waist deep. and wasnt bad til i got out of the water. so i hid in front of jesse trying to get warm. then we went to claire's beach house and ate lunch then left to go home. this trip was wonderful, it would've been better if i let all my stupid walls down which i did saturday night at dinner, but still....well its too long to go into right now and a little complicated. but after dinner sat night we went to the south end of tybee and walked along the beach, the stars there were so bright it was amazing. my gosh i loved it there so much, God and i had a very long talk, and it was great. i couldve stayed out there forever.

so now im here after a busy weekend and im bored out of my mind... i feel as though i need to put more confidence in myself, i mean i mostly help boost others but never myself. hmmm.....i need to work on this, i just need to get out and have some fun... well im tired so i think im going to bed since no one is in the mood to talk